Problems With Love

Chapter 39

Bollig's POV

2 days pass and Ashley's funeral comes. It was possibly the worst day of my whole entire life. At that point I knew that she was gone for sure. I thought people might have been lying, or it was just a girl who looked like Ashley, but it wasn't. It really is her.

The whole team is at the funeral except Jared. Go figure. Jared only cares about himself. Well Kristen matters to him too but obviously their relationship is pretty rocky right now. Kristen and all of her friends are there too since all of them and Ashley were like inseparable best friends. They hung out like all day every day and would talk about pretty much everything. They would even play hockey together. That's the only time they would fight with each other at all.

After the funeral I drive home alone. Everyone else was going out to get food but I just can't. I haven't eaten or slept since she died. I just can't. I've missed practices and games. She's the only thing I thought of since the accident.

As soon as I get home I slam the front door behind me and lock it. I lean up against the door and slowly slide down it burying my face in my hands. Why does this happen to me?

I go into the kitchen and grab 4 beers from my fridge and chug them. I immediately feel the buzz of the alcohol. I grab some more alcohol and flop down on the couch and watch TV. I flip throughout the channels am finally decide on the news. half an hour in I finish the alcohol. The news starts taking about Ashley. Her picture appears on the screen. They tell the story of how she died.

At this point I really don't want to live and more. I just need my baby Ashley. Yes I've had many relationships before, but Ashley was different. I really loved her. she made me so happy. I couldn't imagine life without her, but now I really have to live without her. But if I kill myself I can be with Ashley and everything will be better I grab my phone and send a text to my friends.

Goodbye

That's all I say. I run upstairs an into the bathroom. I slam the door and lock it. I try to find a razor but can't find one. "Damn it!" I scream punching the wall.I quickly look through the medicine cabinet and find it. An old prescription from when I had bronchitis.i carefully read the label. Take 2 tablets every 8-10 hours. Do not mix with alcohol. I shrug. "Whatever," I think. I dump the remaining 16 pills into my hand. I grab a little Blackhawks Dixi cup and fill it with water. I put the pills in my mouth and swallow them. I lean up against the wall and slowly slide down to the ground. I sit in silence my phone next to me. I guess no one cares that I die since no one's responded to my text.

A few minutes later I start to get really drowsy so I lay down and feel the sleep engulf me.

Kristen's POV

I get a text from Brandon saying goodbye. Immediately I freak out thinking he's trying to commit suicide. I start slapping my brother in the seat next to me. "KRIS I THINK BOLLIG'S GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE!" I scream. "What are you talking about?" he asks. "He just texted me goodbye and that worries me," I say with tears in my eyes. "Ok fine," he says turning around to drive down Bollig's street. I group message all the guys but apparently they all got the text too and most of them were headed that way. Some of them are there already. We get there shortly after. "Did somebody call 911?" I ask as soon and I see the guys. "Yeah I think we all did," Tazer responds worriedly.

After 5 minutes of trying to get inside the door opens. The group goes inside. "How about we break up? Brandon, Corey, Kris, Nick, Andrew, and Antti come with me and we'll look upstairs. Some of you look on this floor, some of you check the basement and some of you outside," I explain. "READY GO!" I yell sprinting up the stairs.

A/N hey guys I hope you liked this chapter. HAWKEY IS BACK FINALLY TONIGHT😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍