Heartbroken Mistress

Chapter 15: Black & Blue

Angel's POV:

After I agreed to come Blaze and Terra on their honeymoon, I've thought about backing out but that would only make him upset. I don't want to be here, seeing my mate with his new wife instead of me. I don't like it. But Blaze wants me to be here so I'm sucking up being here. During the flight, I ordered some light drinks like water, and yogurt. After we landed, Blaze made me ride in a cab behind him. We arrived at the hotel and he made me wait in the lobby. He came back with a green tea bottle. We went to the elevator and went up to my floor. I was irritated. I felt like I was second to Terra. We entered my room and I threw my bag down on the bed. I looked out the window and saw a couple playing with each other with water guns. Blaze came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me. I began to cry.

He set us down on the bed and let me cry in his shirt. "What's wrong Angel?" He asked, softly. "I don't like this Blaze. Seeing you with her. It pisses me off. I feel second to her." I said. "Don't worry. Soon, this'll be over." He said. "How?" I asked. "I'm gonna tell her that I'm not happy, this was a mistake, and get a divorce." I said. "Blaze as much as I want you, you can't do that. Imagine the pain she'll feel." I said. "I'm imagining your pain as well." He said. "Blaze you can't be with me and her. You can't be in two places at once." I said, as I pulled away from him. "I can try. I've been doing it for months nows." He said. "Well now that I know your married, I feel bad." I said. "Don't. And your not second to her. I've been thinking about you and your well being a lot more than hers." I said. I shook my head. "That's not right. I don't feel right about this. It's not fair to Terra." I said.

"She'll be fine." He said. "No. She won't. She finds out you've been sneaking off to see another woman, she'll be pissed. I know I am." I said. "Angel Tell me what I should do and I'll do it baby." He said, as she stood up. He came over and held my hands. "Angel I love you more than anything. I want to be there for you. Tell me what I should do about this situation and I will do it." He said. I looked at him. "Just....have fun." I said, smiling. Ten I felt sick. I ran to the bathroom and threw up. He held my hair once again. I wiped my mouth when I was done. "By the way, why dye your hair?" He asked. I pulled the wig off. "It's a wig honey." I said, as I passed him to go to the bed. I laid down. He sat beside me but I stopped him. "Uh uh. Go see wifey." I said. "Your wifey." He said. I have him a look. "You don't me around?" He asked.

"I do but I don't want her ass coming in here to see me because you have your scent on me." I said. "Really Angel?" He said. "Hey if she comes down here, I won't hesitate to give Kyle what he wants and fight her." I said. "Fine. Eat something healthy and stay here." He said. "I was gonna go down to the pool." I said. He looked at me. "And risk growing a tail? I don't think so." He said. "I'm not swimming Daddy. It's just to get some fresh air." I said, going to my suitcases. He grabbed my hair again. "I done told you about that." He said, putting his hand down my dress. "I forgot." I said. He let me go and walked out the room. Got a bitch all wet and he leaves like that? Fuck outta here. But you love it. And? Shut up. I opened my suitcases and unpacked. I put on my bathing suit and walked out the room down to the outside pool.

I laid down and watched the little kids play. Then I smelled lemons. Aw come on. I turned my head to see Blaze and Terra. Her pregnant belly stuck out. I looked at mine. It was a little bit. It wasn't flat like it used to be. I guess did gain weight. Blaze and Terra came over and sat beside me. From the corner of my eye, I seen Terra do a double take when she saw me. I got up and walked over to the ice cream stand. "Hi. Can I get vanilla and chocolate swirl please?" I asked. The man spoke Italian. I felt heat come off behind me. I smelled lemons and cinnamon. Back off Blaze. I'm fine. I then started to speak Italian. He nodded and gave me my ice cream. I grabbed it and went to sit back down. I ate my ice cream while watching kids play. And old woman came up to me, thinking I was her granddaughter.