oumasai oneshots

Letters (☁️)

A/N:
I wanted to get this up for my boy Kokichi's bday so here is this. Also thank you all for 2k. I really appreciate it so much. Anyway, here is the story! ENJOY💕

Dear Saihara,
I love you. I know this sounds weird but I can't help it. You are so perfect in every way. Your smile, hair, face, and personality. I couldn't help myself. Every moment with you is my favorite moment and I wish I would send this to you but I don't have any confidence to. I wish you would love me back.
Love, Ouma

Ouma shook his head and looked outside. It was already nighttime. He assumed he didn't hear the night announcement being in concentration. He folded up the piece of notebook paper and put it in an envelope. He licked the adhesive on the envelope and pressed it down tightly. He also put tape all around it so no one could open it easily. He wrote 'Saihara' on the front and got out of his seat with weak legs. He went to his closet in the room and went on his tippy-toes and put it on the top shelf so it wouldn't be so easy to find but he still could see it.

He walked to his bed and tried to sleep but it wasn't the easiest since he couldn't get Shuichi off his mind. He was unconsciously smiling and when he realized he shook his head, almost in anger as he wish that this crush wouldn't take over all of his thought, knowing that they would never be a thing and Shuichi would never love him. As he laid down in bed, he thought that if he put on some relaxing sounds he would fall asleep easier and as expected, he did.

What he didn't realize is that Monokuma saw everything and wanted to get back at Kokichi for messing with his plans (no spoilers man but if you know, you know). He quietly walked into his room and stole the letter quickly and walked out with ease. Monokuma did his signature laugh (puhuhu) and walked over to Shuichi's room. He slid the letter under the door as quiet as possible and left.

Shuichi was still up, even though it was almost 12:30 because he just couldn't sleep ever being in this killing game. He groaned in frustration and ended up needing to go to the bathroom. He saw a letter with decent handwriting on the front with his name on it. He grabbed it and put it on his desk. He went to the bathroom quickly and sat on his desk to observe the letter to make sure it wasn't one of Monokuma's motives. After looking around, he saw no sign of suspicion so he opened it and read it.

His face while reading was quite different then his normal (beautifullllll) face. He had his jaw to the floor and was shocked. He didn't think Kokichi cared at all about him, but the fact that he loved him was almost not realistic but he knew it was. He only knew this because of him saying in the letter "...I wish I would send this to you but I don't have any confidence to." And also the fact at how well secured it was. Shuichi knew that he didn't actually want to send it, so he ended up feeling bad for him and was upset at whoever did this to Kokichi. He closed the letter and put it back on his desk. He walked to his bed and tried to go to sleep but he couldn't. He kept thinking about Ouma and if this was real life because everything about their situation just wasn't realistic in anyway. Shuichi only ended up getting 2 hours of sleep.

When they both woke up, they got ready and headed down to the dining hall. They ran into each other and Kokichi blushed. This confirmed Shuichi's thoughts and ended up blushing himself knowing that it was true.

Kokichi saw Saihara blushing and was confused and thought it was weird for Shuichi to blush around him but he also thought it was the cutest thing and started speaking to him after some awkward silence and thoughts of both the males.

"Hey Saihara-chan~!" Kokichi yelled trying to put all feelings aside.
"Hey..." Shuichi said with some pity and also embarrassment.
"...What are you going to get for breakfast!" Kokichi said, acting as if he couldn't tell Shuichi's unusual uncomfortable behavior. It was normal for Saihara to be a little uncomfortable around people but not at this level.
"Uhm...I don't know yet...you?" Saihara said with the same tone.
"Mmmmm...I might get pancakes with EXTRA syrup." He said excitedly, still putting up an act, getting a little concerned.
"Oh okay..." Kokichi just kept feeling as if something was wrong. He wondered if it was his fault and started getting uncomfortable himself. He didn't say anything else in the walk their.

Kokichi didn't end up saying anything at breakfast which made everyone feel at ease but also it was different. He finished his meal and left quickly. Saihara watched as he left and felt a little bad about being so distant. He wanted to go apologize but didn't want to act suspicious so he left when everyone else left which wasn't until later.

Kokichi went to his room and went to go look for the letter to read and when he couldn't find it, he started panicking. He questioned who took it, how as seen it, and if Saihara read it. He was worried and trying to process. He thought maybe that, that was the reason Shuichi was acting so weird is that he saw the letter. In mid-thought, he heard and gentle knock at the door. He got nervous that it was Saihara and it was.

He opened the door and acted excited to see him but he was extremely nervous.

"Drop the act Ouma,..I know you know that I got that letter" Saihara said abruptly standing close to Kokichi. Ouma gasped slightly at the distance between them and the suddenness of Saihara's tone. Ouma started feeling uncomfortable and nervous with blood rushing to his face. He looked down.
"Was that actually yours?" Saihara said
"...yeah. I'm sorry you had to see that. I didn't intend for that to get out. You don't hav-..!"
Shuichi kissed his lips suddenly but gently. Kokichi didn't expect it and didn't know what to do. Shuichi pulled apart feeling ashamed.
"I-I'm sor-" Kokichi came to his sense when he was speaking and kissed him back. Shuichi eventually kissed back passionately but it was short. When they pulled apart, they put their heads against each other's and breathed heavily.
"...I love you Shuichi" Kokichi said.
"Heh...I love you too Kokichi" Shuichi said and pecked his lips.
"...thank you...for loving me back. It's the one joy I can truly have being here"
"No need to thank me. I'm only saying what's true" Saihara giggled and soon so did Ouma. The hugged and snuggled with each other the whole rest of the day until they once again heard that...terrible announcement.