Will You Break Me ( ArjunMukta 1)

41: realization

Mukta POV
After our fight we didn't see each other because he left me alone immediately and didn't return home after that.

The 24 hours was enough for me. My whole life was rewinding in my mind. I thought about my life, my choices, my decisions and outcomes. He said that i was a self absorbed person, i thought about myself and at a certain point, i found myself guilty. I always thought myself victim... i never tried to fight with my misery and when Arjun did that , i couldn't recognize him and myself.

I felt if my new found confidence was also a facade to hide my timidity. Because if i could survive now it was only because Ani , Pramila maa and Arjun. I could not survive alone so what was the purpose of this freedom. I was never fighting alone with demons of my life.

I called to Pramila maa because i was so much confused now to decide what right or wrong for me.

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Pramila picked the call after a while,
"Hello Mukta beta... i was just thinking to call you...."

Mukta smiled,
"How are you maa...."

Pramila replied in happy tone,
"I am fine beta and i have a great news for you also..."

Mukta asked her,
"Maa... i am stuck... what is happening to me? Mr. Verma said right... i am a naive and stupid person who run behind mirage... i am alone not independent.... i always need someone support to stand. I am a selfish and ungrateful brat like my father and brother..."

Pramila sighed,
"Mukta what happened? Why are you talking like this? Arjun said all this to you? How could he?"

Mukta replied meekly,
"No maa... he is right... but now i want to do right thing... i want pay back everything to you and Mr Verma.... please tell me how can i do this..."

Pramila replied in understanding tone,
"Mukta seriously Arjun and me , both of us just wanted your wellbeing. My Arjun may be looked like rough person and has so many stories around him but only i know how much he love you... he doesn't want to accept that because somewhere he felt bad for falling in love with an enemy's daughter that's why he called you his obsession but as a mother i can understand that deep down he was so much hurt by your rejection. He never ever thought seriously about companionship but when you met him, everything gotten changed, he was changed man who didn't care about his revenge anymore.... he just wanted to safeguard you...."

Pramila could not speak after that and started sobbing. Mukta became more guilty after that. She wanted to say something when Pramila said to her,
"But don't worry.... if he is troubling you then i will rebuke him.... you can live your life peacefully...."

Mukta was speechless, she thought,
"How i can live peacefully now... no i should make things right...."

She dropped the call and looked to the wall clock. It was around 8 p.m.
She didn't eat anything since the morning, she was hungry so she made a sandwich for herself. She was not an expert in cooking. She learned to cook some easy and fast recipes like sandwiches when she came to America.
Whatever her condition was but it was the truth that she was the only daughter of millionaire and she didn't need to cook.

She was thinking all that when Arjun came after the tiring day from office. He looked her in surprise because he didn't expect her in his home after the morning fight. But he was more shocked than surprised.

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Arjun POV
After the morning fight, i went to office with foul mood. I didn't want to leave her but she was so adamant on divorce. Why she was so blind about her concept of freedom. I didn't want to say her all the crap i said but she made me so furious by her divorce chanting.

I didn't want to do any work because i couldn't focus on anything. First she made me worried last night by her stupid stunt. Rohan and nitya thought that didn't know anything about their friend's circles but i was aware about everything even their families and friends. My private investigator told me about their fun plans even before her call. Yes i hired the investigator and bodyguard for her because i couldn't trust Rajveer and my other enemies... they could harm her anywhere.

I found her with that blonde guy who ever he was. I wanted to rip his hand from his body when i saw him holding her hand. But i controlled my anger and took her with me. She was drunk.

After the morning argument i was seriously thinking about her and i decided to ignore her but when i returned to home, i found her.... and how could i ignore her in that attire. She stood in front of me in my tshirt. Why the hell she wore that...

"Idiot... she doesn't have clothes here..." my mind chided me on crushing her.

She looked me with little uncomfort, i was behaving like pervert by staring her.

"Mr. Verma.... i thought so much about your words.... you are right... i was unfair with you... but now i decided to work on us...."

Now what could i say her, she was bipolar, in the morning she wanted divorce now she wanted to work on us... wait a minute, she was feeling sympathy.... yes her tone was telling itself that she was only feeling guilty and for god sake... i didn't want her sympathy and guilt.... i wanted her affection.

"Ok now get ready princess, i will make you yarn in my love. Now you will follow me like lovesick...."

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Mukta POV

He was thinking with hard look on his face, i started to feel anxious. When he didn't reply i thought to leave him alone and walked towards the door when he pulled my hand from behind.

"Where are you going without hear my answer...princess like you i also thought something about us... you are right we should take a divorce... it will be best for both of you... but you have to pay back your loan which i spent for your expenses. "

He said and i felt if someone made me stone. He wanted to part away. He wanted divorce. I should be happy but why i was not?

He again started to tell after a pause,
"You remember you sign the document when i came here to meet you, You have to pay a huge amount so be ready to be my 24×7 servant cum slave. I want my money back in next 3 months until i will stay here in America after that i will go back and marry with my girlfriend....afterall i also wanted my family...."

He was saying many things but i just listened the girlfriend part. He will get married again....

I wanted to run away from him after this insult. How could he decide to make me his servant.... i was his wife... he wanted to make me his slave.... i was so furious over him.

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Hey friends sorry for the late update...

The next update will be next week due some exams.....

Till then love ya

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