His world of Darkness became mines!

Lifeless

We arrived at the hotel and his words replayed in my head I wanted to run but I knew doing that would make things worse. Walk in front of me ! Shane yelled out so I did we got on the elevator and Shane stared at me with hate in his eyes I don't get him. He started walking close to me when the door suddenly open and two couples got on. Finally our stop was next and we both walked off Shane grabbed me roughly and whispered our room is sound proof no one will hear you. That sent chills down my spine at this point I'm weak in the knees and don't want to go in the room he's going to damn near kill me.
He opened the door and pushed me in I fell to the floor, I tried getting up thinking where to run. Thinking about where to run huh, there's no place to hide baby girl nothing but space and opportunity. I watch Shane grab a little clear package out of his pocket with something white in it , what is that I asked MIND YO FUCKING BUSINESS ! he sniff the white powder and set his eyes on me. I got up and took off my heels and he started walking towards me I started backing back not sure what he would do next. He reached out to grab me but I took off running I ran around this huge table and he climbed on top of it. I felt like I could run past him than straight out the door but it's locked he would get me. So I counted to 5 and tried to run past him he took off behind me, I ran in the bathroom and locked the door. He was kicking the door hard as hell I was afraid he'd break it just when I thought he gave up BOOM! The door flew open and there was nowhere to hide. He slammed and locked the door behind him, your mines now! You ain't going nowhere you wanna be all in niggas face I told you to stay out of trouble. All I remember is him grabbing me and beating me like crazy I blacked out.
The next morning I woke up at the hospital confused on how I even ended up here. I looked to my left and seen Shane sleeping on the couch, then the doctor came in knock ! Hi Miss Kylie umm do you remember who did this to you ? I was waiting for you to wake up Shane jumped up running over to me baby I was so scared to find you at home beaten up. I looked at Shane with a confuse look on my face, and the doctor said well luckily he got you here in time your bruised up pretty bad. Umm miss Kylie did you know you were pregnant! WHAT! I said looking at the doctor well yes we did a pregnancy test- HOW FAR ALONG! Shane shouted The doctor jumped from Shane shouting. Well Miss Kylie do you know the date of your last miss period? Umm .. no I can't remember right now. Well let's do an ultrasound and see shall we I'll come get you in 30 minutes, ok that's fine now Shane was looking at me with shocking eyes. So who the fuck the daddy is he asked,well if I wasn't getting raped by yo- before I know it Shane had slapped me and started choking me Bitch! I'd watch that mouth of yours if I was you, just cause you might be pregnant doesn't stop shit. There was a soft knock at the door hey your Miss Kylie the nurse asked, yes that's me ... well right this way, we entered a small room and I laid on the table and she put warm clear lubricant on my Belly. Well Miss Kylie looks like your 3 months pregnant I'm shocked how your just finding out now but hey I guess it's normal especially if it's your first time or you stay very busy. I held my head down I wasn't ready to be someone's mother and especially not by this creep, and it's Shane's without a doubt he was my first 3 months ago. I was discharged from the hospital and was told to be on bed rest the whole way back to the hotel Shane was quiet he didn't even look at me. And I'm not at all complaining cause I rather him be distant from me rather than in my face.
So! Shane said breaking the silence are you going to keep this baby or what ? I just looked at him so many emotions running through my mind. I-I don't know this is my f- You not keeping SHIT! I'm not ready to be a dad and not by a hoe like you. I'm NOT! A H- Shane slammed on the breaks and I hit my head on the side of the window. I see you still haven't learned your lesson, I got something for that Shane started driving fast and before I knew it we were at the hotel GET OUT! Shane shouted and I didn't he got out before me and I locked him out . Shane tried to open my door, HA! I know your joking you really want to play with me huh. Shane pressed a button on his phone and the doors unlocked he dragged me out the car and we went around the hotel we got on the elevator and I could feel him staring at me. Look at me! Shane shouted so I did why do you like pissing me off ? We headed back to the mansion I cut my meeting short because of you. We got off the elevator and onto the private jet, go in the room now ! Shane said W-Why? I asked him Shane walked up to me and grabbed my throat he threw me into the door and It came open. I ran in the room trying to shut the door behind me it was to late Shane easily open the door and threw me on the bed while locking the door he took his shirt off and started walking over to me. Please Shane don't hurt me haven't you hurt me enough! Let's take a shower right now Shane replies but I was so scared like what is wrong with this guy. I got off the bed and went into the bathroom and Shane turned on the shower and started undressing me. We both entered the shower and we both got cleaned up, OK we're about to take off in 5 minutes be seated and strapped in the pilot said. Shane and I got out and he handed me a towel, shouldn't I put on clothes NO! Shane yelled. We both walked out and got seated we finally took off and was able to get up , hey let's go ! Where are we going. Shane grabbed my arm roughly ouch ! Shane please stop your hurting me. We walked in and Shane stood there watching me, he then told me to take off my towel and lay in the bed so I did I was afraid. Shane took off his towel and cut off the lights he got on top of me and spread my legs. Arch your back ! Why I asked don't worry about it I only speak once he started kissing my neck and I let out soft moans and he kissed my lips than he started to get rough and rougher. I tried pulling back or at least catching my breath but he wouldn't let me he started sucking hard on my lips and started kissing and sucking all over my body until he made his way to my lady parts and he stopped. I felt his warm breath on me and than I felt his warm wet tongue lick me I grabbed the sheets tightly. He started spitting on my lips and he dived in with his tongue I lost control, I was moaning and grabbing the sheets he was licking and sucking me so fast and hard I exploded all in his mouth. He crawled back up to me looking at me like he wasn't done, Sh- before I could say his name he kissed me and I felt his dick at the opening of my lady parts he went in and deep even deeper I was in pain he's so big. Put your legs up so I did and he went even deeper I held on to his arms trying  to pull him off, he grabbed my back pulling me under him and deepening his thrust. Ouch ! Ah! Ah! It hurts Shane pl-pl- please! He didn't stop I tried to fight him off I slapped him and tried moving back but each time I did that he just grabbed my arms deepening the thrusting and it was unbearable. I had tears coming down my eyes and I was hoping  this would stop I was over it. He continued seem like hours and finally stopped. We both fell asleep well for me I had a bad feeling in my stomach, it was sharp pain I tried standing and I walked to the bathroom and sat on the toilet. I notice trails of blood on the floor when I looked in the toilet more blood I yelled for Shane to come and he finally did. WTF! Is this he asked I- I think I'm having a miscarriage I started crying Wait! How do you know that? . I'm sure that's what this is. A half hour latter we landed on top of the mansion Shane took me to his room and had a private doctor look at me and he confirmed I had a miscarriage. I took a hot bath that night I had no appetite I wasn't to sad because I don't want to bring an innocent baby in my world. Later that night Shane came in and laid beside me in bed and he kissed my forehead.