His world of Darkness became mines!

Liquor tells it all

We both sat out on the balcony with the door closed laying back on the chairs. I tried to kill myself she told me I tried to take pills and it back fired on me I was sick in the hospital for damn near two weeks. When I opened my eyes Shane was standing over me she said smiling, if this makes you uncomfortable I will stop she said. Girl continue I told her so she did taking another sip of her whiskey she just started smiling. He's been by my side since day one he was my first for everything he taught me how to be sexy and stay true to myself. Then he left without saying goodbye my brother and him had a falling out, did they say why I asked her nope I never ask questions that's the best way to keep looking like your pretty self. When you ask questions it causes problems so I learned my lesson. Shane wasn't the same when he came back into my life, what do you mean I asked her she took another sip and another then she sighed looking up at the stars, I could see tears running down her face. I never been raped before until that night he came back I never felt so pathetic and worthless. And I never told anyone because that would mean war for Shane and my brothers I don't want him dead. The night Shane came back I was at a party it's been 5 years I haven't seen or heard from Shane I moved on with my life. So I was drinking and dancing with some guy, then I was snatched up it frightened me so bad I almost pissed my pants. It was Shane I was so happy to see him so I hugged him he did the same but it wasn't like a I miss you hug, more like a warning type of hug because he stared at me with anger after. We walked back to his limo he came in and I was so excited to see him, he just stared at me and I was so confused so I asked him if he was ok. And he just stared at me and I started getting scared, he started taking off his jacket and then his shirt. Then he sat closer to me and leaned in for a kiss so I started kissing him back. I mean I didn't know how to feel he was just not the same however I wanted him to be happy to see me, but then she said taking another sip he got so rough with me in that fucking limo. I tried to push him off and I couldn't he felt like heavy breaks on top of me and I couldn't move. He pulled my dress up to my stomach and snatched off my panties, I tried to get him to stop but he wouldn't it's like he was not his self. Shane raped me that night to the point I was bleeding, and my neck was bruised I walked around wearing scarfs to cover the marks. He later apologized and I thought he was serious she started laughing, it got worse and then Kesh became pregnant she didn't know who the baby was. It made him more angry he used me for his punching bag, Kesh use to be a sweet girl she fell in love with the money. And money bring the evil and vulnerable out of people, she loved my brother but when she saw Shane she loved him more. She use to fuck them both behind their backs isn't that crazy. I just listen to her ready to hear about Montez cause I know Shane fucked up already I just want to know what's up Montez sleeve. So I interrupted her by asking about Montez, Winter looked at me and took more sips zmy brother wants a baby and he wants a wife sounds good huh she said laughing. But my brother has anger issues as well Kesh use to wear all black at one point and things that didn't show her shape. He told her what to do and wear and if she disobeyed him we wouldn't see her for weeks, and she ended up pregnant he was accusing her of cheating if she even looked at a man. But she lost the baby this was before Shane entered the picture, she never told me much about her and my brother other than he's a controlling bastard. And his temper was horrible but I think he's trying to work on it but he's a handful. So does he have any women staying in the house that he's having sex with, Winter looked at me confused no these women are here to do a job my brother has calmed down a lot. Have you met Blue she asked me Um briefly I told her, well that's Kesh's best friend she stayed around after her death. So no worries there she like women anyway never been with a man Winter said and started laughing what's so funny I asked her, yeah what's so funny Montez said walking up are you girls drunk he asked. We might be Winter replied, Winter Shane's waiting for you downstairs Montez said well I'll be going now Winter said. And I like her Montez she's a sweetheart she winked at me and walked back inside Montez came and sat down beside me. He took my cup and took sips of my whisky, come here he said I honestly felt so relaxed laying here so I got up and stood in front of him. He took a sip of my whiskey and kissed me causing the liquor to spill in my mouth. I started choking it caught me off guard I looked up at Montez he had a smirk on his face, oh baby you ok he said looking at me yeah I'm fine I told him. We walked inside Montez poured another glass and I poured just a little we down our liquor. I was feeling horny and sleepy to be honest but Montez had plans of his own, he laid me back on the bed and spread my legs he kissed me from my feet to my thighs than he rubbed my area softly with his finger. Then he put one finger inside of me and it felt so good, he pulled it out and sucked my juices off his finger then he moved my panties to the side and started licking me slowly. I held on to his hair than he stopped and sat up taking my panties all the way off. He went down again I lost control my legs were shaking and I was about to reach my high until he stopped again. I opened my eyes and looked at him what's wrong I asked him, I don't want to have sex with you if I have to use a rubber. I started laughing but Montez was serious he just stared at me with a blank face, you had no problem using protection before I told him. Yeah you wasn't my girl he snapped back, Montez we barely even know each other it hasn't even been a damn week. Montez got off the bed and started walking to the door I watched him while putting my panties back on. Montez looked back at me as if he wanted to say something but didn't and he walked out my room shutting the door.