I hate Death

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I was so lost for words I mean what should I do I thought to myself, should I just runaway but hell where am I exactly I stood up and walked over to the window. Great I'm in the middle of absolutely nowhere, the door suddenly came open it was a lady bringing me food I ran over and grabbed the plate from her, thank you so much I said she smiled and walked out the door. I heard vibration like it was a phone I started to eat a little but I was growing more curious over this noise. I started searching for it and I found it under the bed, it was a phone and there were two missed calls and a text message. Yeah I opened it and read it but I had no clue what it meant, the message read " I told you so" now I'm growing more curious to who this was. I placed the phone back and walked over to the table and finished my food, I still couldn't help but think what will happen to me once the cats out of the bag. The door opened and it was Montez he looked pissed off I knew this wasn't the time, he walked past me getting his phone. He looked up at me and started walking in my direction, did you touch my phone he asked oh um I was just che- before I could finish Montez grabbed me by the neck. I tried to get out of his grip but he was to strong, don't you EVER! look through my phone again do you understand. I shook my head quickly and tears rolled down my cheek, your just like Shane I blurted out Montez let me go and backed me up against the wall. We are nothing alike sweetheart trust me you don't want to get on my bad side, I looked him in his eyes and seen nothing but darkness. He then pulled me in hugging me tight, I'm so sorry Montez said Kylie I'm under a lot of stress ok I just lost my father and my mom has locked herself in the room. She was caught trying to overdose on medicine, I just don't know what to do Montez said. I have to be cautious of everyone and even though I have love for you, I don't trust you either. Why can't you trust me I asked him Montez sighed and sat on the edge of the bed, well Shane told me everything about you already. When Montez told me that my heart sunk I started to get emotional, but Montez he made me that way I was never that kind of person. The raping the lying about me being pregnant by him and abusing me constantly and on top of that he killed people I got close to. You think it's ok to still be normal after that! I yelled Montez looked at me that's just it Kylie I'm not normal "WE" will never work honestly, my life is completely different from the way you've been living. I sat beside him on the bed why do you feel we will never work I asked him well for starters I don't want any kids that's just all talk. When I was with Kesh that's all we talked about, she eventually became pregnant but she didn't know who the father was. And when she died I put a lock on my heart, if I be with you Kylie you have to be willing to live my life. You have to do things you won't be proud of and most of all you have to tell me everything about you and just keep it 100 with me. Montez looked at me he could clearly see I was hiding something he gave me a confused look, what is it Kylie he asked I took a deep breath and looked at him. Montez I- .... Shane burst through the door with no shirt on with blood all over him. What happen to you Montez said getting up walking closer to Shane, your mom she's bleeding all over she's trying to kill herself  Montez. They both ran out the room and I stayed I refused to see her like that, although I know how it feels to want to die I mean this is your life everyday who wants that. Maybe Montez is right we're not for each other and I should ask him to just let me go. I don't care who's looking for me better dead than alive at this point, I opened the door to the balcony and laid back on the recliner chair. I fell asleep I was so tired and had a lot on my mind, I felt someone pick me up so I slowly opened my eyes to see. It was Montez he placed me on the bed and covered me, I heard footsteps leading to the bathroom and then the door shut. I heard him get in the shower I stared at the ceiling thinking of what to say to him, I wanted to know how his mom was doing and I know this is off topic but I'm horny as hell. Montez finally got out the shower and came out the bathroom, he walked over to the closet putting on his boxers and a white t-shirt. He sat on the bed and looked near the window he then laid back and turned with his back facing me. I turned over and placed my hand on his back, he turned over looking at me I thought you were sleep he said. No I woke up after you carried me inside, oh sorry I didn't mean to wake you he said staring at me with a small smile I leaned in to kiss his lips. He looked shocked after I did it which made me feel embarrassed, Im sorry I told him no don't be sorry I needed that he said I smiled and looked him in his eyes. Montez pulled me in closer and kiss me then he started deepening the kiss , I was enjoying this because I wanted him so bad . Montez climbed on top of me and I started to get more excited, I was getting wet just thinking about him being inside of me. I placed his hand inside my panties and he started fingering me. I let out soft moans as he continued to kiss me I let him massage my pearl with his fingers. He pulled off his boxers and I took off my panties, just when we were about to get busy there was a knock at the door. No! I yelled keep going ignore it I told Montez come on Kylie you know I can't besides my mom is being watched. I have to make sure she's ok I instantly felt bad oh yes sure I'm sorry I forgot I told him, it's ok I know you didn't mean anything by it Montez kissed my head and went to open the door. Sh- She's GONE! Shane yelled out crying, your a LIAR ! Montez shouted where's my MOTHER! Shane grabbed Montez and tried to hug him but he pushed Shane off of him running out the room. Shane looked over to me and his face was unreadable, he closed the door and locked it I became confused but also afraid. What are you doing Shane I asked him he said nothing he continued walking over to me, you want to Fuck! Huh Shane said sounding angry. Shane you need to leave I told him but he didn't listen, Shane picked me up throwing me over his shoulder. Shane ! I yelled out put me down please, Shane opened the door to the bathroom and locked that door as well. Say another word and I'll kill you Shane said then he became silent, next he walked out the bathroom and out the room I was so confused. I then followed him and I walked downstairs, by the time I reached the bottom I was out of breath. I then walked down the hall where I seen a group of men outside a room looking sad. I walked up to the door and I walked in to find Montez by his mother side, she just looked like she was resting it's hard to believe she's dead. I walked over to Montez and touched him he pulled me in a big hug and started crying. I need a break Montez said I need to get out of here, where will you go I asked him. At this point it doesn't matter but I have to clear my mind, you want me to come with you I asked Montez. Nah I need to be alone you'll be safe here and I'll come back in two weeks. I don't won't to be here alone I told him don't worry Blue here and her sister flying in. He kissed me and then kissed his mother's forehead he then left out of the mansion, I walked back to my room when suddenly I was grabbed and pulled into a room. I looked to see a pissed off Shane he was grabbing all on me, and I tried to fight him off but he was to strong. I finally gave in not wanting to fight so I kissed him back, yeah I know what your thinking but I'm sick and tired of being hurt by him. Shane picked me up and laid me on the bed, we were kissing and in the mood well he was not me. I was so far gone I never heard the door open we both heard someone clear their throat it was Montez, staring past Shane looking right at me what did I just do and what will he say.

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