I LOST HIM🥀

Chapter-Five

Saying things have been awkward between me and Blake will be the understatement of the century.

I've been ignoring him since that day I ran after the kiss.

We are back from Paris and I've ignored Blake all the way. He is trying to call me but I've haven't answered any one of them, I'm not answering his texts too.

Why??

Well maybe you will understand my reasons or..... maybe you won't.

It's just that Blake is my first kiss..!! Yes I know, embarrassing. Go on judge me.

But I really like him and I think I've ruined our friendship..I mean after all I was the one to initiate it.

I'm not answering his calls and texts because somewhere I'm scared that he might want to break this friendship thing he have going on. Or that he'll say that the kiss was just a mistake and he regret it.

Which I don't want to hear. It will break me..I know.

So.. Yes I'm being stupid.

Yes I'm being a coward ignoring him.

But that's just how it is.

Though now I wonder how long will I be able to ignore him.

After all school starts from tomorrow and we ARE in the same school.

We never talked before in school so I don't think I'll have many incounters in school anyway.

Yeah...keep telling yourself that!!

God...I hate the inner me!!!!

<><><><><><><><><><>

"Alexa I don't want to talk to him and you know why!!" I said frustrated.

It's lunch and I've managed to avoid Blake till now. But now Alexa is telling me how irrational I'm behaving, that I'm being stupid and I should talk to him.

Yeah I know I have the most supportive best friend in the whole world.

"Okay whatever!! But I'm telling you this is stupid." Alexa said.

"Yeah. Anyway Lunch is almost over and I have to go to my locker to get my history book. So I'll see you later." I said and started walking out of the school cafeteria.

I was walking but then someone suddenly pulled me in an empty classroom.

"What the hell!! Who--" I was saying but then the guy who pulled me spoke cutting me off.

"Hey chill it's me..Blake." Blake said

"What the hell Blake. What is this!!?" I snapped.

"Can you blame me!! I'm trying to talk to you but you are ignoring me. So this was the only way I could think off." He shouted.

"I'm... I'm sorry. I have to go." I said.

"Ray... please tell me what is it!! Did I do something wrong!??" He said. Hurt Clear in his eyes.

"No. You didn't do anything." I said quietly.

"Is it...is it about that kiss? Look I'm sorry--"

"This is why I was ignoring you...I knew you would say you are sorry..that it was a mistake. Now that you've said it...can I go?" I said cutting him off.

I knew it.

I knew he didn't want that kiss.

"No it's---wait what?? No...I wasn't a mistake Ray!! Look at me!! I don't regret it. I DON'T REGRET THE KISS. If anything.. I'm always daydreaming about that kiss we shared...it was the best feeling I've ever experienced. You don't have any idea how long I was waiting to kiss you but I never had the guts to." He said in one breath.

"You don't regret it??" I asked finally looking at him.

"Hell no!!! I like you Ray!! And I thought you knew it too. You are the best girl. You are funny, attractive, understanding and everything I've ever wanted. I'm happy when I'm with you. I can't help but smile when someone mention your name. I'm going crazy thinking about you. It's like one second I'm doing something and the other I find myself daydreaming about this beautiful girl whose smile makes my day. That girl is you Ray. I like you really!!" He continued.

"I...you--- eh..I don't know what to say... it's embarrassing!!" I accepted.

Blake chuckled.

"You don't have to say anything. Just stop ignoring me. I miss you having around..." He said.

"I miss you too." I said with a smile.

"So we're cool now!?" He asked.

"Yup!! All good." I said.

"Thank God!! Not talking to you sucks." He pouted.

"So....you daydream about that kiss eh??" I smirked.

"Um...no..I mean..yeah I do." He accepted blushing.

"I think it's cute." I said pinching his cheeks.

"Never call a man 'cute'...hot, sexy or anything along those lines but not cute." He mumbled.

"Whatever. I still think it's cute." I teased.

"Whatever." He said and I laughed.

"Oh shoot I'm late for the class thanks to a certain someone who decided to kidnap me and keep me hostage in an empty classroom." I said playfully glaring at Blake.

"Oh babe. You love me." He winked.

Babe.

Babe.

Babe.

Clam down Ray. No need to get your panties in a twist.

"Whatever. I'll see you later after school okay?" I said already walking away.

"You will. Bye." He shouted.

I smiled.

And that smile never left my face the whole day.

                     🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

Hey guys!! I know it was a short chapter and I'm sorry...but I promise the tea will be hot in the upcoming chapters. Much love💕