I LOST HIM🥀

Chapter- Fourteen

Blake's POV

Ever felt like all the walls are closing on you, it's the feeling when your lungs cry for oxygen, hell even carbon dioxide seems good too but you get nothing.

That's exactly how I felt when those words left Ray's mouth.

I stared at Ray wide eyed.

But then something unexpected happened.

Ray started laughing!!

And From laughing I mean clutching her stomach and her eyes full of tears kinda laughing.

Has she hit her head hard and gone mad!?

I looked at her confused.

She finally stopped laughing after what felt like hours.

"God!!  That look on your face!! " And she started laughing again.

"I... um... You!? " I tried.

"I wanted to try that ever since I was a kid. " She laughed.

I was too stunned to even say a word.

"You remember me!?" I asked.

"Of course I remember you Blakeyy!!  It'll take a lot more than just a silly accident to make me forget you." She rolled her eyes.

"Thank God!! I was soo scared!! " I said.

"That was the plan." She smiled.

"Don't you ever do that again. NEVER." I said.

"No promises." She shrugged.

"Ray... " I warned.

"Okay Geez!! Chill." She said.

"Laugh all you want but when Alexa--" I was cut off by someone barging in the room.

"How dare you get in an accident you bitch!!  If something would have happened to you, I would have killed you."

Guess who this is!!

Ya right!!

Alexa!! Duke standing just next to her.

I chuckled.

"Um... Alex... You do realise that I would've been already dead if something would've happened to me." Ray said.

I glared at her.

She shrugged.

"Exactly my point!" Alexa said.

" I thought that when I'll wake up, you guys will be all like 'Ray, how are you feeling!? Are you okay!?' But guess I was wrong. Some friends I've got." Ray sighed.

"Oh shut up!!  You love us." Me and Alexa said together.

"I still wonder why though." Ray smiled.

It's nice to see her smile.

She's so strong, even after all this.

I looked at her.

She is really beautiful. Not like those girls in the magazine, no. She's beautiful for the way she thinks. She's beautiful for the sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loves. She's beautiful for her ability to make others smile even when she is sad. No, she isn't beautiful for something as temporary as her look. She's beautiful deep down her soul.

The way she roll her eyes but then laugh just after it, the way she blush, the way she pouts when she is confused. She is beautiful in every way.

"Ray!!" The sound of Ray's mother entering the room broke my chain of thoughts.

"Are you okay!?" She asked and hugged Ray.

"Good as new mum!" Ray smiled.

"I think we should head out, give them both some time with each other." Alexa said to me.

"Ya, sure." I agreed.

"Ray do you want something to eat!? We're going to the cafeteria." I asked Ray.

"No, I'm good." She smiled.

"Bullshit! I'm bringing you food." I said and walked out of the room before she can reply.

Dam  this stubborn girl.

And damn I love her.

I thought and smiled.

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Ray's POV

"He's a keeper, that one." Mom said pointing towards the door Blake just walked out of.

"Blake?" I chuckled.

She nodded.

"We're just friends, mom." I said.

"I don't know if it's me or yourself you're trying to fool but the way you both look at each other is not how 'just-friends' do." Mom rolled her eyes.

"Mom." I whispered.

"Ray, don't try to push your feelings, they won't go away. They never do. They only come back in full force and hit you hard. Don't loose your chance at love just because you're afraid. I can see it in your eyes. You are in love with him and he's in love with you and it's like a tragedy because you look at him and see the stars and he looks at you and see the sun, but you both think the other one is looking at the ground. You both are meant to be together." She said.

"I'm going to head out to the cafeteria. Rest and call me if you want something. Okay? " She added.

I nodded and she left the room.

I was too stunned by her words to say anything.

You both are meant to be together.

Are we though!?

Of course I love him.

I know the thought seems so absurd but I can't help it.

It's like.....

He has eyes of rain and hair like waves and a soul as deep and vast as ocean and I guess I don't mind drowning in him.

So, with my mother's last word ringing in my head I fell into the deep slumber of sleep, hoping that I'd have enough courage to tell these things to him when I wake up.

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