worlds apart || j.jk + p.jm

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To: far_away_oceans_0901@gmail.com
From: thecalicocat95@gmail.com
Subject: idk tbh
Sent: Thursday, November 13th, 2018

can i send you some of the pictures i took for my portfolio? i still have to edit them, so they probably don't look that good. hopefully they will after i spend days editing.

i did go out, actually. i went with friend to the grocery store because she needed ramen and we got snacks and went back to her place and watched movies. i love hanging out with her. she's from the states, specifically California. i told her i've always wanted to go to California, and she told me that someday she'll take me with her.
she's one of the only people i actually talk to here. she's really nice and she studies art history and has really pretty, long hair and she lets me play with when i get bored haha. she also listens to the same music as me, so we go to concerts sometimes or we just drive around town listening to music for hours. she's really fun to be around.

she also lets me take aesthetically pleasing pictures of her, which makes her the best.

the other people i talk to are some guys i met during my freshman year on orientation day for new students. they seemed really cool and one of them is older than me, but he doesn't make it out to be a big deal or act like he's better than me because of it. the other is just a few months younger than me. one majors in music production and the other is in my photography class.

i like being around them because they're nothing like me, but we somehow understand one another and get along really well. the one in my photography class likes to model for some of my pictures because he's honestly a lowkey model okay - he's also pretty dramatic but that's because his minor is drama and he's an amazing actor.
the one who majors in music production hates me taking pictures of him and he's also very quiet, but he can be loud and silly when he wants. he's more of an observer. he pays attention without anyone really knowing. you could think he's completely zoned out, but really he's listening to every word you're saying. he doesn't speak about the things he hears, though. he answers when he's asked to and he keeps to himself.

"he's a wallflower. you see things. you keep quiet about them. and you understand."

SORRY FOR ALWAYS QUOTING BUT I HAD TO OKAY.

what makes me happy?

well, music and photography makes me happy. my friends make me happy. my cat moonie makes me happy.

and you. you make me happy, cooky.

- calico