To: far_away_oceans0901@gmail.com From: thecalicocat95@gmail.com Subject: so basically... Sent: Wednesday, January 13th, 2019
how did I go so long without you????? i thought i'd go insane by now, but i'm still stable lol.
listen, i agree with everything you said. i 100% with all of my heart agree.
i also lied when i said i don't have any feelings for you. i didn't want to scare you away... i tend to do that with people. i guess i can be kinda very sorta clingy when it comes to feelings for other people. it's kinda sad, honestly.
but listen, you'll always have me no matter what. the real me.
i'm SCARED SHITLESS, Jungkook. i've been so fucking scared to show and tell you who I am because I hate myself so much!!! Hahahahaha. Oh my god. i sound so stupid, but i really can't stand to look at myself sometimes. isn't that sad? yes. i hate just putting it out there in the open because people are quick to say "wow you're just saying that to seem cool!" or "why lol??"
it's not easy to tell someone that and then not be able to explain because it'll take too long and it's just too... pitiful? i'm a pitiful person but i don't want pity.
because of shit in the past, i've just... i'm not who i want to be.
so please don't hate me. please?
i might not be who you want me to be.
just know that i'm doing this because i want to be closer to you and have you trust me just as much as i trust you, okay?
kdksoejehwlelsjdjdosjdndjdjd holy shit. okay.
so basically...
my name is Jimin.
i chose the most ridiculous picture of myself sorry
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wait here's another one that my brother took of me which is slightly better i guess ahh
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