worlds apart || j.jk + p.jm

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To: thecalicocat95@gmail.com
From: far_away_oceans0901@gmail.com
Subject:
Sent: Saturday, January 2nd, 2019

Me and the girl I told you about decided to break things off.

Nothing bad happened. I'm not upset about that.

I just needed time to think about some things.

Me and my mother got into a really bad argument over school and changing my major and what I want to do after school. She was really fucking angry. I'll even go as far as saying she was livid.

I have never lashed out at my mother. Ever. Even after everything she's put me through... I still respected her and did was she wanted me to.

But she said things that she's never said before and called me names that... they were horrible. I'd never seen or heard her so angry before.

I got heated as well and told her I was bisexual. I didn't care in the moment. Or really, I just didn't know what I was saying because I wasn't thinking clearly.

She called me something that I'd never been called ever in my life and it's something I've always been afraid of hearing. I never though I'd hear come from my own mother's mouth, though.

She hung up before I could even say anything else and I guess that means she's done with me. I don't know.

I don't know anything about anything right now.

I just need space, okay?

I'm not mad or upset with you. This has nothing to do with you.

I just need time to think and sort myself out.