worlds apart || j.jk + p.jm

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To: thecalicocat95@gmail.com
From: far_away_oceans_0901@gmail.com
Subject: I'm sorry
Sent: Friday, November 14th, 2018

If we make each other happy... then why can't we just tell each other our names? What do you look like? What do I look like?

Is there something you're afraid of?

I'm not some creepy old freak who sleeps in his parents basement and watches weird movies btw. and even if i was, you telling me about school and your friends and where you're from isn't really a smart idea. you should be careful.

I don't mean to push or anything. I respect you and your wishes, but I'm just so curious.

I don't mind telling you my name or showing you my face, but if you're not ready, that's okay.

I just want you to be able to trust me. Even if we're far away from one another, even if we were literal worlds apart, I'm still your friend. I may not know your name or what you look like, and the same goes for you, but I know that you have a good heart and you care about others. I know you have great taste in music. I know that your photography is beautiful. I know that your cat is really your favorite person (I know its her and not me I'll try not to cry ok).  I know about worries and the way you think about yourself  - which I don't like because I think the complete opposite of you and I want you to be happy and like yourself as much as I like you.

I trust you because I think of you as my friend.

Four months isn't exactly long, but it feels like it's been four years since I've known you.

I hope this doesn't make you upset or scare you away or make you hate me...

- Cooky