worlds apart || j.jk + p.jm

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To: far_away_oceans0901@gmail.com
From: thecalicocat95@gmail.com
Subject: idk what i should put here oops
Sent: Tuesday, November 25th, 2018

you sound like you're having so much fun! i'm glad you are. it makes me happy to know that you're happy. i hope you stay this positive. i really love seeing you this way.

i know it was last month, but i love stayed here in my apartment for Chuseok. my friends came over and we ate food that each of us prepared. i felt really fancy because we were drinking wine with our food haha. it was nice to just sit down and enjoy their company.

we also went around and said what we were thankful for and I said I was thankful to have everyone who's in my life still being by my side. they don't really know about you... i'm sorry i haven't told them about you, kookie. it's not that i'm ashamed of you or anything!!!! if i could, i'd tell the entire world about you and how wonderful you are... i just kind want you to myself. i don't wanna share you with anyone else.

that sounds creepy, right? i didn't mean it to!

it also sounds selfish... but i tend to be a selfish person sometimes. especially when it comes to the people i care about.

i've always wanted to visit Australia... it looks so beautiful form the pictures i've seen. wouldn't be cool if we ever got to go together?? i would love that so much.

oof when you started listing off foods you ate at the restaurant, i started getting so hungry! i don't have much to eat in the fridge though, so i went to the store and bought some ramen and frozen pizzas. it was great!

i think English would be too hard for me to learn... i really want to, though! it would be great to be able to communicate with others in a different language!

And as for figuring out what you want to do... i know i've said this maybe a thousand times before, but honestly, just follow your heart, Jungkook. i mean it. i understand she's you're mother and you care about and respect her, but this is your life and it matters more than someone else's opinions or feelings. that sounds kind of harsh, but it's true. i want you to be content and happy with your life and what you're doing. that's all that matters.

do what you want.

i'm sorry to be rude, but it's fucking bullshit that she cares more about your grades than you. it makes me angry, honestly.

you're more than just your grades and assignments. you're her son and you're a great son at that.

you should send me a picture a raphael! i bet he's adorable!

going out to bars and clubs isn't really my cup of tea haha. i'd rather stay inside and watch a movie or read or write.

i do like to drink, though! and when i say i like to drink... i mean i love to drink. i always get drunk off my ass and my friends tell me stories about embarrassing shit i did. i love it though lol.

i'm also giggly when i'm drunk. and i'm also very touchy and love to cling to people. almost everyone calls me the human koala bear haha.

so... is jungkook a party animal when he goes out? i bet he is...

have fun and stay safe, okay?

oh! and my hair color is pink. you kinda guessed it right, kookie!

- Calico