I groggily woke up to the feeling of a hand on my shoulder and Jason's voice cooing repeatedly "babe" while shaking me. I groaned in annoyance, covering my face with my pillow. Then I felt the weight of someone sitting on my bed, probably Jason being persistent, as always "y/n, please. you need to get up, it's noon" I heard Jason say. I picked the pillow up off my face, not even opening my eyes
"well, it's not like you were captured, beaten to almost death, then rescued by your NOT dead dad- "wait, what!!" Jason interrupted " don't interrupt" I spat, then went back to my list "and coming to find out that your dad works for the League of assassins, been running forever, and emotionally just a mess. so no, I don't NEED to get up" with that I covered my face back up with my pillow and turning over, away from Jay
Without warning, Jay flipped me over onto my back and took my pillow away "what do you mean 'not dead dad'?!? you mean to tell me your dad is alive!!!" yes, isn't that what I said?" I asked sarcastically as I sat up in my bed, not wanting to talk about it at all. I got uncovered and out of my bed when I realized I was just in my bra and underwear, I don't care though. I made my way over to my bathroom "I'm gonna take a shower" I said lazily, still dead tired
But I got stopped by Jason's hand on my waist, spinning me around to face him "y/n, talk to me, I thought the League captured you" Jason, please, I don't want to talk about this right now" I dismissed, trying to walk away but Jason stopped me, making me face him again. "why won't you talk to me? We've been through so much, but you won't talk to me about this?" He asked he sounded hurt
But he wouldn't understand, I went through so much over the last week and I just want to be left alone. "I'm just not in the mood to talk," I said, trying to get him off my back "you wouldn't get it anyways" I mumbled, not meeting his eyes. I could feel Jay tense up when I said that, his grip on my waist got tighter and the way he held himself was different
"y/n, I've been through crap just like you have, he**, four years ago, I died, Joker killed me. I was resurrected by the lazurus pit, I've been beaten, tortured, killed even" Jason stated angrily " don't get me started on the fact that I wouldn't understand, cause I completely understand, so don't give me that crap"
He what!!? how come he never told me that? being killed and then resurrected is kinda important. I don't know what to do, I wanna blow up at him and yell my head off, but I don't want to set him off. "Jay, can I just take a shower, please? I don't want to talk right now" I said, walking away, and this time Jason didn't stop me, so I headed straight for the bathroom. "what? not gonna say anything about the fact that I never told you I died!?!" great, he's getting mad. I stopped at the door frame, not turning around "come on! say something!!" Jason yelled
That's it "fine, you want me to talk, I'll talk" I stated, turning to face him " yesterday I found out that my dad faked his death eight years ago, has been alive this whole time, and never came to see if me and my mom were ok. And four days before that, I was beaten almost to death and interrogated just for YOUR name!!! so, NO Jason, I don't want to talk!!!" I was yelling at the top of my lungs
Jason started moving closer to me "babe, hey, I'm sorry I-" No" but-" Jason, just get out!!" I exclaimed, pointing at the door. But Jason kept walking towards me "y/n, please just-" now Jason! get.out!!" Jason looked shocked that I was yelling, but do I care? no.
Jason hung his head then left the room without another word, I slammed the door behind him. I rested against the door trying to collect myself when I heard a knock on the door, I swung it open thinking it was Jason "I thought I sa-" I started, but it wasn't Jason, It was Barb
"you ok?" she asked, stepping closer to me "not really" I mumbled as I let tears fall down my cheeks. I didn't realize but I was now on my knees on the ground, with Barb's arms wrapped around me trying to soothe me. Without even thinking twice, I let all my pent up tears spill out. I was a sobbing mess, but Barbara just held me
Why is it that every time something gets good for me, it falls apart? I was happy, like genuinely happy for once in my life. I had my aunt, Jason, the bat-family, I had my own little family. But then Cassy died, and everything went downhill. I was fine for a month or so then boom, I open my big mouth and I get captured
Then I find out my dad's been alive all this time, eight fracking years. He could have come found us, maybe if he was there when mom had cancer, she wouldn't have given up so quickly and she'd be alive today. But no, he stayed away, not saying a word to us, not a word even after mom passed. He may as well have been dead
I did realize, but Barb helped me up and moved me to my unmade bed. "Do you want your blanket?" she asked, I nodded my head yes for my throat still felt raw after my encounter with Joker. It didn't help that it still wasn't healed when I yell at Jason, so now it really hurts. Barb pulled the blanket over me, fixing my hair a little "I'll give you some space" with that she started walking away "wait" I croaked, reaching out and grabbing her wrist. Barb turned around with a concerned expression on her face "I don't wanna be alone" I whimpered out. She gave me a soft smile, I sat up and scootched over so there was room for her. After she sat down I laid my head on her lap
I felt her tuck a strand of my hair behind my ear "do you want to talk about it?" she asked. I shook my head no on her lap. "you know you can tell me anything right?" yeah, I know.....it's just.....it was our first real fight" I mumbled "really? it was your first fight?" she asked in disbelief. "I mean....we've fought over little things before but we've always gotten over it, we never left each other mad," I said "but this was different, we BOTH got mad and I made him leave. he looked broken, and I made him leave "it's not all on you. I know I don't know the whole story but I know Jason can't stay upset with you for very long"
I sat up "Barb, we yelled at each other! I told him to leave! I wanted him to leave, I wanted him to leave even though I knew I hurt him" I could feel tears run down my face "hey, don't cry. just go talk to him, explain to him how you feel" Barb said whipping tears off my face "I don't think I could face him, what if he gets upset just from looking at me?" I said through sniffles "the sight of you? making him upset?" she asked, a little sarcasm in her voice. I hummed and nodded my head yes "one time, Jay told me just the sight of you brightens his mood. I doubt he'll get upset if he sees you"
I whipped my face and sniffled more. Will he really be ok if he sees me? I just don't want to fight again. I rubbed my eyes and yawned "maybe you should get some more sleep. the past few days have been pretty rough" Barb suggested. I hummed "k" then laid down on my side, I felt Barb got up off the bed then the lights got turned out. I heard the door close then.....I fell to sleep instantly
~third pov~
Barbara closed y/n's door softly, trying not to make any loud noises. But she didn' realize that Jason was waiting right behind her. She turned around, she jumped and went to squeal out of surprise but covered her mouth remembering y/n "geeze Jay, don't scare me like that!" Barb whisper yelled "why are we whispering?" cause y/n's asleep" Barb whispered, pointing at y/n's closed-door. Jason made an o with his mouth then he dragged Barb away from his sleeping girlfriend's room "how is she?" he asked in his normal voice, it was full of worry "she's....ok you could say" what?!" Jason exclaimed "should I go in there and make sure she's alright? ok is not what she should be" Jason didn't hesitate to start moving, Barb put her hands up blocking his way
"whoa there cowboy, hold your horses" she said looking up at Jason "she's upset with herself for blowing up like she did, now I don't know the whole story or what you fought about. but she thinks you'll get upset just by the sight of her" WHAT!" Jason almost screamed, "why would she think that!?" she wouldn't tell me, but all she thought about was how you think of her now. she needs to get more sleep and get calmed down BEFORE you go to her" Barb ordered. Jay gave her an annoyed look "understood?" Barb asked in her motherly tone
It was silent for a few minutes
"fine" Jason sighed "promise?" yes Barb, I promise I'll leave my girlfriend, the light of my life, my sun, my moon, and my stars, I'll leave her alone" he sighed in a monotone voice. Jason reluctantly left y/n alone not wanting to make either her or Barb upset, even though he wanted to go make sure she was ok really badly
A/n: sorry this took so long to get out guys😅 I've been traveling alot and I haven't had time to write. The next one will definitely be out quicker than this one😂
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Jay's Girl (Jason Todd/ Redhood x Batfamily x reader) [COMPLETED]
FanfictionEight years ago your dad supposedly died in a car accident, but his body was never found, burying an empty cascet. Now, after a year of fighting cancer, your mom passed, leaving you feelings alone. But your mom told you to be strong so you did, you...