Broken Beyond Fixing

Rooftop

             Please forgive me Izuku...

Please forgive me

Please

Class seemed to drag on for ages. Everyone's intense stares, never left me, they followed my every movement.

The anxiety was eating me up inside, just knowing everyone could now see how weak I'd become....judging me relentlessly.

Class ended. It was unavoidable now.

"Shoto?"

Please

"..." I felt like I was going to choke. "It's okay Shoto! J-just..." He hugged me tightly. "I just wanted to know you were okay..."

The sharp pain of regret hit my aching chest. "I'm sorry for running off..." A single tear rolled down my cheek.

             I don't want to be here...

"I'm sorry for shouting at you..." The single tear became an uncontrollable flood as I sobbed into Izuku's shoulder.

            I don't want to do this...

"Nothing you say would push me away" The green haired boy gave me a sad smile.

"I need some fresh air..." I got up and hopped over to the door on my crutches.

"Do you want me to com-" Izuku started.

"I'll be fine!"

                      I can't do this...

I slowly made my way through the busy hallways. I ignored everyone.

'Stair case............Fuck crutches!' I dropped them to the floor and gritted my teeth.

            'Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow'

I pushed open the door. Fresh air. That's why I'm up here. Right? Fresh air. I just laughed. "Of course not."

                 Just five steps more...

                 Just four steps more...

                 Just three steps more...

                 Just two steps more...

             There I stood on the edge.