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Hey there! This is a book on Matt. 

Description: Abusive family isn't cool... and Some thoughts go through your mind.:(

Author Note and read, please. Mostly if you need mental help❤️⭐️

If you are going through things and you can't take it or you think you should end your life, DONT. There are people that love and care for you. I don't know you but I'd love to help and support you in any kind of way. I know there is someone out there that will be so fuckin' mad at you if you end your life than and there. Your mom and dad and even siblings and friends care for you.. even if they say they don't they do, and they know it. If you are the person that needs help please call 1-800-273-8255 . Yes, this is the suicide number. I know I don't know you but I care for everyone here. On this beautiful world god has created us. Please for everyone call the number 1-800-273-8255 if you NEED it. Don't call it for fun cause they can track your phone and you will be caught. I'm only 13 and I've never done anything bad like that because I know my family cares for me dearly. Text me if you ever need help. I answer fastly on my snap so if you want to add it: hayven2k! I don't like my body but I don't think of theses things because I have people that care and so do you, remember YOU MATTER. ❤️

-Hayven(Hey-vin)❤️

DISCLAIMER:

This does have suicide things and don't read if you don't like those things.

💫Y/N 's POV💫

Siting on my bed, reading a book. I hear a crash and crying. My mum..

"{Y/N} GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE, NOW!" My step dad yells. Fuck. I save my page in my book and get up. I pray quickly and head downstairs.

"Yes, Steve?" I don't call him dad or anything because he doesn't deserve it. I missed my old dad. He was nice, kind, and he didn't abuse me or my mom.

Steve has been to jail 5 times ever since he started dating my mom because of abusing. That's been 7months...

"Did you drinks my beer?!" He yells. I look over to my side and see my mum. Sitting there, tears in her eyes.

"Why would I? I don't drink." I say, keeping my cool. I walk over to my mum and rub her back.

"Then who did!?"

"Probably Jayce!" I yell. We were never supposed to yell at him but he is being a douché so...Jayce is my 21 year old brother and he is always at his girlfriend's house, Kaylee.

"Come over here."

I slowly walk over to him and he grabs my arm and slaps me. I scream and fall to the ground.

"Steve!" I hear my mom scream. She picks me up and says, "Let's go to Matt's house, baby."

I nod. Matt's my boyfriend I've been dating for 2 years now and he is literally the kindest person ever.

I kick Steve in his private and me and my mom run out the door. Run.

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I knock of the door of Matt's house and his mom open the door. "He- Whats wrong?" She asks, scared and looking at my face where the slap mark was.

"He's doing it again." My mom said while her voice cracked. "C-Can I see Matt?" I said, crying.

"Yes! He is in his room." I nod and run to his room. I knock softly and hold in from crying again. "Come in!"

I walk in and see him on his phone looking at photos of me and him with a couple of friends.  He looks at me and looks sad.

"What's wrong?"

"M-My dad abu-abuse me..." He walks up to me and hugs me tightly. He kisses my head softly.

"Did he do this?" He asks, pointing to the hand mark. I nod and burry my head in his neck. He picks my up and walks to his bed and lays down. Me on top of him, crying.

"I love you so much." He says, rubbing my back. I kiss his lips softly and say, "I love you too, babe."

He softly kisses my neck. I smile and close my eyes. He stops kissing my neck when someone walks in.

"I'm sorry to interrupt I just wanted to say me and {Y/N} are staying the night." I smile and and nod.

"Good. I can stay here all day and do this." He says referring to what we are doing.

Once my mum leaves he starts kissing my neck again. Not for pleasure, but for 'fun'.

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