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I woke up at a place that I did not know and had never seen before. I did not know the time or which month it was and I had absolutely no idea what happened when I had fallen unconscious. So I decided to stand up and explore that strange place a little bit. I stood up from that hammock or bed like thing, call it whatever you want it to call and that hammock, bed like thing stood in a huge tent and all around stood several of those bed like things, but they were all empty.
' So at least I'm not alone here, but who else could be here with me?' I thought to myself, but I just could not remember anything. Everything was blank, like there had never been anything before, like I just was a newborn child. ' Maybe I was just that, a newborn and that is why I had no memory of my former life.' Shot the next thought through my mind. Many more of those thought shot through my mind and it started hurt to think so much and a rough stinging went just not through my head but also through my whole body as I screamed in agony and sank to the floor.
When I writhed on the floor seemingly in pain, people began to ran into the tent and two sank onto the floor next to me, trying to calm me down, but through all the pain I did not notice any of that, only the unbearable pain, that seemed to burn from the inside. Tears of pain and fear ran down my cheeks and I only felt how someone grabbed me by the arms softly and another pair of fingers softly wiped away the tears, then darkness took over and I fell unconscious again.
Out of nowhere the pain suddenly subsided and I could open my eyes again after I gained consciousness again. I looked to the side and saw two people standing by my side, they seemed to be nice but I was not sure if I was able to trust them yet so I shot them both weary Looks. They were both boys, both had brown hair but one seemed to be asian and when they spoke, their voices were both soft but great sadness was evident in both their eyes and voices.
" ( Y/N ) how are you? We were all worried, thought you might never wake up" The asian one said with a somewhat worried expression on his face. The other one turned to me as well and began speaking " Yeah you have got us worried there. You were unconscious for over six months." He sounded worried as well but I could not understand why and how they seemed to know me when I had no idea who these two were. So I began slowly and cautiously to explain so I did not hurt them, because I really had no idea who they were.
" I'm sorry to tell you two this but I have absolutely no idea who you are." They shot each other a worried and sad look before the not asian one began to speak again. " So you really have no idea who you are and what had happened before you had woken up?" He asked and I nodded slowly with an apologetic smile. " Well then we should probably give you an Explanation," " That would probably be a good idea." I replied quietly.
And then they began to explain me what had happened. They told me about the maze and the virius that had killed most of the humanity and what had happened in the last city and that a boy whose name was Newt had died there along with many others and that Newt apparently had been my boyfriend. Now I felt even more sad, miserable even for I still did not remember anything of those things, that Thomas and Minho had just told me. During that talk I had gotten to know their names and I find that their names suit their persons totally.
I tried to get everything in my head and to really remember what they had just told me but it was like my body did not want to function at all. I grew more and more frustrated the more I could not remember. ' Was it really possible to loose all their memory?' I thought to myself again and slowly tears began to form in my eyes and I was not able to stop them anymore. They fell freely down my face and Thomas and Minho took that as their cue to leave me alone for a while because Thomas stood up and took Minho out with him.
When I was sure that both boys were not nearby anymore I went out of the tent and began to ran, as fast and as far as my feet could carry me. Sometime later when my legs could not carry me anymore, I fell to my knees and buried my face in my hands and loud sobs racked my whole body. I was not just physically drained but also emotionally. I mean how could someone forget the one you apparently loved so much and every memory connected with that person. How can anybody just forget everything?!
Just then I noticed where my feet had brought me. I was at the beach and this view was just amazing, so I took all my nerves and strength I still had and stood up on wobbly legs as my whole body shook with all the stress I had been through this whole day, and my body was working it all out now. How I had been unconscious for six months and that I had lost my love. That was when my memory came back. All so suddenly, I remembered everything and just yet I knew how it felt to have a broken heart.
For the second time of the day I let out an agonizing scream, but this time because of a broken heart and all the fear, the anger, the loneliness I felt. I pulled on my hair just to try and get the pain out of my heart but it did not work and the only chance I saw, to be with my Newt again, was to end it all. No matter how far I have come, I could not live in a world without Newt. So I slowly made my way over to the ocean and as the water touched my feet I felt free for the first time since I have woken up.
Out of nowhere I heard footstepd behind me and several voices call out for me. I turned around one last time and there they all stood, my friends, who had been my family for a long time, but now it was time for me to be with Newt again. I smiled at Thomas, Minho, Gally, Brenda, Fry, Vince, Jorge, Aris, Harriet and even Sonja, who was there, for the last time and whispered towards them " I'm sorry," Before I ran into the waves and they drowned me...
I opened my eyes and what I saw surprised me. everything was white and there was someone coming straight towards me. When I took a closer look I saw who that person was and with a smile on my face I ran towards him. From here I could see that he was smiling as well and he had his arms opened for me, so when I reached him I threw myself into his arms and hugged him tight. I buried my face into the crook of his neck and whispered with tears in my eyes " Finally I'm with you again. I missed you so much Newt!" " I missed you too, my love" Newt whispered back and enclosed me in his arms. Finally I was happy again and in the arms of the one I loved the most.
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So here is an update after a long time again. This one is a little shorter and sadder than the other ones. I thought I might try something new. Feedback is always welcomed so don't be shy to tell me what could be better and just comment it or message me. Keep requesting though. I'd be happy to do some requests again and please look over my other works. Would be great! Thank you
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