𝗨𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗕𝘆 𝗔𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗮 ✓ [OLD]

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i immediately pushed him off of me.

i stumble back a bit but i caught the wall so i wouldn't fall.

my heart beat was out of control.

i can't believe it's namjoon.

he knows now...

he knows that i'm sick,

that i'm anorexic.

"wh-what are you-"

"yoongi, just let me explain-" he lifts his hands up and walked up to me.

"d-don't touch me!" i yelled, pushing him away again.

"i just wanted to talk-"

"get the fuck out!" i kept interrupting.

he stopped talking but didn't leave.

i stared at him in fear, tightening my grip on the wall.

i lowered my head as my tears decided to fall out of my eyes.

 

"i'm sorry." it was all he could say.

"get the fuck out of my house!" i yelled once more.

he finally took a few steps back and left.

i grabbed a bar of soap and threw it out of anger, yelling randomly.

i never wanted him to know.

and i fucked up.