namjoon immediately snatched jisoo's phone away from texting or calling anyone."dude-"
"you can't call any of your police buddies!"
"wha- why?"
"jisoo-hyung," yoongi decided to speak up. "it's something really serious and you cannot tell anyone else unless he tells you to."
jisoo raised a brow. "if it's serious, i have to tell them."
"not yet, okay? just...please don't even tell eomma or appa. no one else in our family. only yoongi-hyung, you and me. got it?"
jisoo sighed, nodding. "i promise."
yoongi couldn't help to smile, looking down a his bracelet.
just hearing the word "promise" makes him smile.namjoon decided to stand up, having small sting from his stomach.
he looked up at his brother, taking a deep breath before speaking.
"i was married to someone."
"wh-what?"
"long story short, he-" namjoon gulped hard for a moment. "he's been gone for a few years and...i-i don't know who i really saw that time."
"when you were kidnapped?"
"yes and..." he took a deep breath. "i've been suicidal and depressed and i faked most of my happiness around you. i-i acted like i had no problem but i always have. that one time when i...got hit by a car? i-i did that on purpose and lied about it by saying the car came out of nowhere."
yoongi listened quietly, looking over to see if namjoon is doing okay.
jisoo is certainly speechless.
"namjoon-"
"i just...i don't know what i saw or who i saw..." namjoon rubbed his forehead. "i want what i saw to go away- i just cant get rid of it!"
jisoo placed a hand on his brother's shoulder.
he pulled his little brother into a hug, rubbing his back."fuck man, i'm so sorry." jisoo whispered.
"it's not your fault. it was never your fault, hyung."
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Fanfic❝yoongi is anorexic. everything is giving up on him, even his own body.❞ #13 - sugamon (3/5/20)