𝗨𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗕𝘆 𝗔𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗮 ✓ [OLD]

4

i never answered namjoon's question.

he doesn't deserve to know.

i guess he was the one who brought me back when i fainted.....

i lied down in jeongguk's bed, staring at the celling.

i have lack of sleep, i can't even close my own eyes.

"hyung."

i ignored jeongguk and just turned my head to the wall.

i didn't want to talk to him.

i didn't want to talk to anyone.

"please hyung, talk to me. i know you're awake." he rest on the doorframe.

"you know i'm sick. i fucking got kicked out of my team. i have a bit of a insomnia. i think you already figured me out." i said.

"why didn't you answer namjoon's question?"

"he doesn't need to know."

"taehyung knows."

"you couldn't close your damn mouth."

"i told you, he found out on his own." jeongguk crossed his arms.

i rolled my eyes.

"can you just leave me alone?"

"i'm afraid to leave you alone."

"i won't move anyways."

"can i tell namjoon?"

"no!" i sat up. "he doesn't need to fucking know! get that through your skull!"

"he's going to be here for a couple of months, he's not an asshole and won't tell everybody. only me and taehyung."

"i don't care who he really is! i don't want him to fucking know about it!" i yelled.

"jeongguk?"

namjoon appeared beside him.

"uh, sorry to bother you... taehyung needs to show you something."

"can't he show me later?"

he just shrugged.

"oh my god- can you stay here and keep an eye on him?" jeongguk mumbled.

"i'm not a fucking dog." i said, lying back down.

namjoon still nodded.

"for fuck's sake..." i whispered.

jeongguk left to go to taehyung and namjoon stayed above the doorframe.

why can't i be alone?