"what about your story?" namjoon asked."it's complicated..." the older mumbled, caressing namjoon's necklace. "i-it's hard to explain."
"c'mon, i told you my situation. can i at least get some of it?"
yoongi chuckled.
"i'm... naturally anorexic. i feel sick every time i look at the fridge. uhm, jeongguk found out on his own because he hadn't even notice that haven't been eating. taehyung found out when he walked in when i checked how skinny i was..."
yoongi sighed, slowly lifting his shirt up to reveal his stomach.
it showed his ribs, his stomach slowly lifting up and down.
namjoon could barely see it but still saw his stomach.
the sun was slowly coming up.
it was currently five in the morning.
when namjoon appeared, it was only twelve."it's been going on for almost four years."
"are you...trying to get better?" namjoon tilted his head.
"not really." he put his shirt back down. "it really hurts for me to try."
"i can't get rid of what i saw." namjoon confessed, rubbing his forehead. "i'm still sorry i just...walked in. i just really needed to talk to you about that."
"it's okay because i...i forgive you..."
"y-you do?" namjoon sat up.
yoongi slightly nodded with a tiny smile forming on his lips.
"i was just extremely upset and pissed off. i'm sorry for that."
"no no, don't apologize. i should be the one doing that."
"i-i was rude to you when i met you. i want to apologize for that." yoongi started to play with his necklace again.
"i guess we both deserve an apology?"
"yeah, i guess."
"what time is it?" namjoon had to ask.
yoongi bent over to grab his phone.
he lied back down as he turned on his phone to see the time.
"almost six." he mumbled.
"damn."
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Fanfic❝yoongi is anorexic. everything is giving up on him, even his own body.❞ #13 - sugamon (3/5/20)