𝗨𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗕𝘆 𝗔𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗮 ✓ [OLD]

15

"don't contact jeongguk or taehyung that i'm here."

 

 

yoongi sighed.

namjoon didn't want none of them to know that he appeared.

at the time, the younger fell asleep and yoongi allowed him to sleep on his bed, him beside.

the older couldn't sleep.

he tried to think though everything that just happened.

he looked over at namjoon and looked at his forearms.
the younger slept on his side, facing yoongi.

the older sighed again.

he couldn't help to reach over and caress some of his scars, feeling the same over and over again.

 

"hyung."

yoongi jumped a bit, moving his hand quickly from his forearm.

his raspy voice scared him.

"are you okay?"

"i'm fine."

"you were touching my arm... is it distracting?" namjoon roughly chuckled.

"i- no, it's not..."

"hyung." he mumbled. "do you hate me at all?"

yoongi lowered his head.

"i don't hate you like i did when you saw me."

namjoon couldn't help to smile.

"so you hate me...less?"

yoongi scoffed. "you can say that."

"ah. okay." namjoon lied on his back.

yoongi chuckled. "that's it?"

"mhm. what else did you want to hear?"

"your...story..."

"my story?"

yoongi slowly nodded.

"but i need to know your story too."

"i-i'll get there... go on and tell me, please." yoongi grabbed a pillow and lied down on his side.

"okay, okay uh... everyone treated me like i was invisible. i developed depression over that. it's a calming relief to my stress. i stopped like a week ago, as you can see." he pointed at his wrist. "my plan is to get tattoos all over them."

yoongi brows curled.

"i uh...attempted suicide by walking in front of a car..." namjoon nervously said, making the older wide his eyes. "yeah um, i told my family members that it was an accident and it wasn't on purpose..."

"w-were your afraid to tell anyone the truth?"

"i don't like lying but i didn't want anyone to know what i'm going through." namjoon sighed. "you're the only one that knows about all of this- god, i feel so self conscious about this now."

"it's okay, it's okay..." yoongi sat up and placed a hand on his shoulder. "don't feel like that, i understand you."

"i just feel so guilty lying..." he covered his face with his hands. "why didn't i tell anyone..."

"you didn't want anyone to know because you feel like you'll be babied all over." yoongi mumbled.

namjoon sighed, moving his hands out of his face. "you're right..."