𝗨𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗕𝘆 𝗔𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗮 ✓ [OLD]

99

sponge bath.

yoongi couldn't help to be in tears while he cleans namjoon up a bit.

he didn't want other doctors to clean him.

it's already been a few weeks since the crash.

it was hard for yoongi to keep his crying under control, sliding the wet sponge around his arms.

he lifted his hand up to the side of namjoon's face, caressing his cheekbone.

days back, namjoon's arm cast already had writing on it because of yoongi.

he wrote a whole paragraph because of how much he didn't want to lose him and how he's messed up in the head.

he already hates himself for this.
he couldn't be mad at him anymore.

being in a yelling matter to each other, caused this.

 

"tae wanted to see you." yoongi started, in a quiet manner. "but he doesn't want to see you like this... he won't be able to control his tears." he scoffed. "like me."

yoongi finished cleaning him off, putting the stuff to the side before he continued talking to him.

"jisoo's afraid, jeongguk is scared, tae is more scared than ever. and me...i'm all of them, mostly all of the emotions that they feel."

yoongi lowered his head, wiping his face. "why. just why... it's my fucking fault."

the male got up from the chair, slowly walking out of the room.

he needed a drink, he needed to calm himself down.

he felt like he's starting to hyperventilate.

namjoon's hand twitched.

100(105) is the last chapter, don't kill me pls