Boy Meets D.Evil

2.0

You haven't seen the last of me >:D

The next few chapters will be dedicated to... something. So, it's not the second part of the story, just another set of chapters, a new era. Something like that, ya feel me? 

Three days have passed. 

I'm trying to put the past events behind me, lock it somewhere in the dark and never think of it again. 

Even if everyone returned safely, I can't get over the fact that one person is missing. 

Even as we sit in a circle and talk, I can feel the empty spot next to me. 

Even through their shouting and chatter, I can hear the voice that's missing.

Even when all of the footage mysteriously disappeared from my camera, I could see each picture and video flash before my eyes.

It's the same as before. No one dared to say the name, the World is pretending that she never existed.

The guys managed to go on with their lives, people outside never felt the impact anyways. Well, time stood still in my head. I'm furious with everyone and everything.

How dare the Sunset when she's not here?

 How could the Earth move without her on it?

How will seasons pass now?

"Yoongi", someone called my name but I was too focused furrowing my brows at the floor and ignoring the life going on around me

"What's on your mind?", Namjoon urged and filled the gap where Yeong was supposed to be. My heart dropped at the thought. He waved his hand at the boys and they proceeded to talk between themselves and leave me to Namjoon

"Are you still blaming yourself?", he hit bull's eye with the question. Who wouldn't blame me? 

"I got another chance, imagine the privilege? And I managed to fuck up, again. I was in denial, it was so obvious how the story ended, but I couldn't bring myself to admit it..."

"Please, think rational. She pulled us into something out of this world, you got really far and did your best. You showed that you cared, that you truly wanted to bring her back and fix your mistakes"

"But that won't delete the fact that I screwed up! It was the last chance to do something about it and..."

"And what? You were supposed to defeat a freaking ruler of Hell on your own? Don't be ridiculous. I know this is hard, but we're all here for you, Yoongi. We want you to get better", silence fell and everyone's eyes were on me. I expected them to be mad at me or something but it turned out to be quite opposite...

Taehyung and Jungkook sent their signature smiles my way. Jimin and Hoseok are laughing at Seokjin making a fool out of himself who later winked at me and sent me a kiss. Namjoon pinched my cheek and yelled right next to my ear

"Awww, look who got flustered!"

"Did not"

"You're such a bad liar", then he hugged me and we fell on the floor with Namjoon on top. Soon enough the rest started to pile up even though I begged them to stop because I was barely breathing from their weight. It's so loud, everyone's cheerful and in a good mood, my brain couldn't comprehend it but I'm starting to accept it. 

Maybe I should really move on... this time for real.

Another week has passed and so much has happened in the meantime.