Boy Meets D.Evil

1.5

What have I done?

...

I fell so easily and lost my mind too soon. I couldn't think straight or make a reasonable decision. Jimin, I hope you forgive me...

My legs felt heavier than ever. Sloppily I dragged myself to my room with images of Jimin occupying my mind. His smooth skin that smells so sweet, the lustful look he gave me but what's engraved in my memory is the moment of power I had over him. I really have to clear my mind... the second I opened the door I regretted my decisions in life. I wish I never met her. The white hell girl, lying in my bed with a magazine in her hands

"Yoongi, you got some interesting things in your room if I may say so"

"No, you may not", I answered through gritted teeth and grabbed the adult magazine from her hands. Her surprised look wasn't genuine at all, it's making my blood boil and I'm tempted to throw her through the window, especially after her following statement

"You guys were pretty hot"

"WHY did you do that?!", she shrugged it off and pretended to be confused about my reaction. Well, I'm confused too. I'm blaming her for something while I'm not sure myself what exactly it is. Was it some kind of a spell? Now that I think about it, there's a lot more I'd like to know. Denying the fact that she's here is pointless, why don't I use the opportunity to get some answers? Like she noticed the change in my attitude, the girl followed my steps with her strict red eyes as I approached my desk and leaned against it. Her expression reminded of the picture in which she stared at me, a clueless being, the same way and shivers went down my spine

"Could you explain certain things about yourself?", I asked without hesitation, determined to trap her between questions so she can't leave me hanging in ignorance

"Sure. Since you said certain things, I won't say unnecessary facts unless you explicitly ask", it's only a conversation yet I'm feeling like she's in control and unconsciously giving her exactly what she wants. Even something as casual as talking is a game of dominance to her

"I won't deny my attraction to Jimin, but I know for a fact I wouldn't jump on someone just like that. You had something to do with it since I heard your voice in my head...", it sounds insane. I had to stop and repeat the words in my head a few times only to confirm that once again... it sounds fucking insane. I'm not surprised by her actions anymore so seeing a black hairy spider on her tiny paper white hand wasn't as shocking as it should've been. Like, where did it come from? Why is she letting the spider leave silky trails of web between her fingers? How come she's so calm? My skin is itchy just from watching

"What you're saying is if it weren't for me you'd suffer in silence?"

"I wouldn't call it suffering"

"He enjoyed it too, you're aware of that. As much as I'd hate to admit it, you're not stupid. You drew a line, staying behind it means resisting your urges, it leads to not experiencing pleasure. I don't see a point in that"

"I don't see a point in acting like an animal with no self-control"

"Yoongi, we're all animals. We refrain from the term because it sounds degrading but truth be told... why is your life more worth than this spider's? I could smash his tiny stupid head just because I felt like it. I could do the same to you. In my eyes, you two are the same and I can relate to both. I'm building a web of events to catch prey and feed myself, aren't we all doing the same?", in her eyes? The first thing that crossed my mind is a saying about everyone being equal in the eyes of Death... no, her being something like a reaper is too much. I rubbed my eyes since I wasn't expecting to be exhausted from exchanging a few words with someone who seems to be my age. The pale creature toying with a spider in my bed then continued