Boy Meets D.Evil

1.14

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Gosh... it's been days since I've seen her. Why does it bother me so much? We're not even friends, in fact, I don't think she even knows my name. This is ridiculous, there's no reason for me to interact with her at all. I don't wanna question Namjoon and Seokjin about her whereabouts though, it'll seem suspicious. If it doesn't already. I can't describe what our first encounter did to my head. Trust me, it's not a cheesy love story, even if it is, it's not a bad thing. But it's not. I've just never struggled with getting someone out of my head and I believe it's because she's so... whatever, I'm just a weird antisocial dork in her eyes anyway. I should forget it and move on.

Yeah, I really should. The more I think about her... the more I'm tempted to...

"Come on, Yoongi! We should go to class", Namjoon interrupted my thoughts and punched me with his bag while walking next to me. Class? Whatever, he scoffed after I leaned against the tree and tried to get back to my nap. It's more useful than listening to made up stories that won't affect my life and stressing over grades that don't represent my knowledge. Yes, I'm pretty bitter about the system and I refuse to be a part of it. 

I dozed off, the weather is nice and I'm blessed with silence. That is until I heard something. Probably a student walking by. I didn't really think about it much until I heard it again and no one appeared. Crying? Ugh, how bothersome. I picked up my stuff to go elsewhere when my eyes landed on... her. Immediately, I hid behind a tree as my heart almost made its way out and took deep breaths to calm it down. Kneeling behind the tree, I glanced in her direction to see whether she's actually crying or what the hell is going on. The girl is sitting on the grass with a notebook on her knees and hand moving diligently over it. Occasionally she'd sniff and rub her cheek with the sleeve of the sweater. I stared for far too long and noticed too many details. But I couldn't help myself. I had to refresh the image that won't get out of my head. 

Black hair slightly moving with the breeze, sunlight and green grass accentuating her bright green eyes which I adore so much. Her cheeks are naturally coloured, same as the tip of her nose but they're especially pink now. I'm a dumb fuck. Why am I just staring at her like a creep instead of going over there and offering comfort? What if I get rejected? It's very likely to happen, she is a loner after all but... nevertheless, always smiles at those who approach her... for fuck's sake, let's just get this over with. My heart couldn't find peace as I'm closer to her, my palms were getting sweaty and I hid them in pockets before finally standing in front of the girl and getting her attention

"Shit, I'm sorry. This is your place, right?", frantically she started packing up and I sat down next to her and pulled her back to her primary position. She gave me a confused look which I found adorable and looked away 

"I don't mind..."

"Mind what?"

"You", great, I made it awkward as we both fell silent and stared at our feet. I picked on grass and played with it to find an animation to keep me from looking at her 

"Were you... crying?"

"Why are you asking?"

"No one should be crying alone outside during class"

"I'm pathetic, aren't I?"

"That's not what I meant", before I could fix it, she started crying again. Like a total dumbass, I looked around in panic and finally settled for patting her back awkwardly

"Please don't be sad"

"I can't help it... My best friend left", I did see her with another girl all the time, I supposed they were close but that's all I knew so far