Boy Meets D.Evil

1.21

Can't wait for the most interesting part of this ff to come yall gonna hate me xd 

Hope yall have a fine ass 2019, do what makes you happy cause Sheryl Crow said back in 2009 if something makes you happy then it can't be that bad, sorry I don't make the rules. 

There's not much left to think about. The only option I have is to just go with it and give it all I've got. 

The feeling of guilt is still present. It's almost as if it never left. What I never wanted to talk about are my odd tendencies. Moments when I'm overly aggressive, lose my mind and spit out threats I don't even mean, fights in which I wouldn't hold back due to a blackout and being completely unconscious of my actions. Recalling those events made me suspicious of myself. 

What possibly could Hana have done to make me snap that bad? I don't think I'd lay a finger on her, on a girl in general, yet I won't exclude myself completely from being a suspect. Furthermore, I doubt Jimin and Hoseok have something to do with her death. I will keep an eye on them but it's not necessary. That leaves me, Jungkook, Taehyung and... Namjoon. On a few occasions, I caught him lying, hiding something from me or being informed about Hana when I wasn't. But is he really capable of harming someone? I guess liars are capable of doing a lot, but there's a great part I know about Namjoon which is making it hard to be suspicious of him. 

What about Jungkook and Taehyung? They're the newest and youngest members of our group, I didn't take the time to get to know them that well yet again, I can't even imagine accusing them of murder. This feels like a betrayal, but I have to do this. Time is flying, I better get moving and-

Crack

Sounds like someone broke a window. Well, nothing new in this school. Or so I thought that the source is reckless students, but it was something worse. That nun that scolded me for sitting on the floor is strangling Hana who's head is poking out the shattered window. As I was on my way to help her, she kicked the nun away which was followed by another high kick in the nun's face. Now the face with a bunch of cuts and hateful dark eyes turned in my direction and kept staring

"Yoongi, go away!", Hana shouted and grabbed the nun's leg when she tried to come to me. Her face kissed the floor with a growl. I couldn't move, I tried to process the meaning behind this. What exactly made the nun attack Hana? Or the other way around. Oh... I think I know. Since we're inside of Hana's head I suppose some events will seem overexaggerated but if I remember correctly she was often grounded or punished for misbehaving. We both were...

Suddenly, someone's heavy arms wrapped around my neck and cold steel touched my forehead. A gun?! Where the fuck did she get it and how could I be so fucking stupid?!

Hana shrugged her shoulders and took one step forward when the gun fired. I shut my eyes until I heard someone click with their tongue. It's Hana, with a bloody wound on her knee. She proceeded to walk as if nothing had happened. Another gunshot. I'd try to escape, but I can sense how frightened the nun is by Hana walking even though there's a bullet in her heart. And her smile... catatonic, insane... evil...

Nun's hands started to shake and she dropped the gun

"Hana, we should leave now", but she didn't listen. Instead, in the blink of an eye, she stood right in front of the nun who's on the floor, trying to crawl away with her eyes locked to Hana

"Hana, that's enough!", when I reached out to grab her, Hana kneeled and tilted her head

"Devil! Go away!", the nun screamed in fear

"How could you!", Hana interrupted her and I froze on spot to hear the rest

"I despise people like you. Don't you know the consequences of calling a child the devil?", nun started to pray, it visibly infuriated Hana but definitely didn't stop her