Boy Meets D.Evil

1.19

I'm sorry you have to wait so long for a new chapter :< cause you're all super kind and idc but if you're reading this you cute >:( and omg our bois BTS were adorable at MAMA like alejirgifg I wanna hug them and paint their nails  <3

A mental clock is ticking inside of my head. Or a bomb I planted there myself. I wish it would stop, I wish something would end my pathetic existence but that's too much to ask for.

Then, instead, I wish I could find Yoongi. The more time I spend here alone the more I'm turning into a weak, frightened girl I once used to be. That's not helpful at all. In fact, I'm useless now. My eyes sting and my eyelids are closing against my will. I don't think I can keep this up, sleep is overtaking even though I'm scared and don't want to be left vulnerable like this. 

My fingers hurt from the nails digging into their flesh, it's just going to get in the way. I put the tip of the nail between my teeth, shaky at first but I managed to bite down firmly. It hurt simply holding them like this, I just want to get over it.

Rip

"Fuck!", a scream left my mouth as the nail hit the floor with pink strings of flesh under it. Now I just have to repeat this four more times...

I have to stay awake... don't be stupid, just look at your creepy surroundings. EVERYONE is here to hurt you, EVERYTHING is here to give you in. Don't do this to yourself.... stay.....awake..... 

....

W-what? What's going on? How did I get on the stairway? What's that around my neck? 

A noose?!

"No! Stop it!", before I could react and defend myself I got pushed over handrails. I wiggled like crazy, kicked around and tried to see who's behind me in various ways but nothing worked and the fact that I have rope cutting into my throat isn't helping at all. How do I get out of this? Will I make it out at all?!

I feel like this is my fault. If I were more careful we wouldn't have gotten separated, and I don't like the idea of wandering around. Who knows what or who could find us before we find Hana and Nari. Worse... what if someone finds them before we do

"Seokjin, let's go", he grabbed my hand and I helped him stand up from the debris we fell in. Before we moved on, my heart stopped for a second as I checked my hoodie and realized I lost my camera and the photo that could be a clue. Great, now I've really done it

"What now?"

"Nothing", I brushed him off

"We have to go"

The path in front of us is pitch black, unstable and dangerous. Yet the only thing we can do is walk forward with a weak candle allowing us to avoid falling down the holes in the floor. It's like the hall gets narrower with each step we take, I'm suddenly feeling dizzy and anxious. Are we doing the right thing? Is all of this inside my head or what? I'm trying to go along with it for what reason? What is pushing me forward? What strong feeling in my chest is making me go through all of this? What am I trying to prove? To whom?

My legs got weak and at the moment I didn't care about blood smudged on the wall and leaned against it

"Dude, are you okay?", perhaps a few drops of sweat strolled down my forehead, I couldn't see clearly so I'm not sure. I also felt a thump in my head, it took me a few seconds to realize I fell on the floor