38.) i saw

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i saw her today.
i thought she was going away,
   but i suppose i was wrong again.

i saw the pain flash across her face.
i saw the tears fill her eyes and drip
   down her cheeks.
i saw the poking and the probing,
   the scratching and picking.

. . . i saw her look at a blade again.
i saw the struggle twitch her lips and
   make her hands shake.

BUT—

i'm proud to say
   she walked away from the blade.
i'm proud to say
   she took a deep breath and
remembered a promise to an old
   friend.

. . . i saw myself win this fight today.
and i'm so relieved.

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