47.) asleep

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i'd rather be asleep.
i'm not sure how much more my heart can take.
even my dreams are still stained with your scent and soft hands and your piercing eyes.

i want to forget you,
yet my heart tries so hard to hold on.
i just want to be asleep.
in a state with no dreams and just the dark, that's where i wish to be.

my chest feels empty and hollow,
my stomach won't stop churning and moving,
i feel sick.
...maybe a coma would be more my speed?

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