•løv£l¥• Tom Holland Imagines/Smut

Lies ~ P.P

You weren't in the mood to go to a party on a Friday night. To be honest, you would rather be at home in your bed watching Netflix alone. However, the second you found out that Peter Parker was going, you had to go. It made no sense as to why you wanted to see him, you were the one who broke up with him in the first place.

He was an absolute upgrade from your ex-boyfriend and you were truly happy in the relationship. He did everything to make you feel loved and cared for and you did. However, you had a feeling in your gut that something was wrong.

He would constantly cancel the plans that the two of you had and then he'd covered it up with a fake story like, "I had to run to the hospital to check on my dog." He didn't have a dog. That was when you knew he was lying to you. You couldn't stand being lied to.

You felt as if you had to go to the party and not just that, you also had to make him jealous. Picking up your phone, you searched up a name you never thought that you would, your ex. You asked him if he was going to the party and if he would go as your "date". Surprisingly, he agreed and the next thing you knew you were in front of Liz's house.

When you entered everyone was surprised to see you walk in hand in hand with Caleb and not Peter. Your breakup with Caleb was very much known by everyone in the whole school while the breakup with Peter was very private and not everyone knew, that was until tonight.

"I'm gonna go get a drink or something," Caleb told you. "I would get you one but you still don't like to drink alcohol." He states and rolls his eyes. You guys ended things because he made you feel insecure, made you feel like you couldn't trust anyone, and was questionable about anything good that came into your life. The two of you were utterly and completely opposites.

He liked to party, get drunk, and overall be wild. You weren't like that, of course, you liked the occasional party, but you would rather do something peaceful and life-changing with your time.

Peter thought he was just like you. He liked to help people and spend time with those he loved. You missed having that kind of energy around you, you missed having him around you. You wandered around the party checking if you could spot Peter in the crowd of kids but you didn't see him.

Maybe he's just not here yet. You thought of yourself being desperate to see him. You settled this thought into your mind and went to find a place to sit down. 10 minutes had passed and Caleb came over to the couch you were sitting on.

"You look like you don't want to be here," he commented then joined you on the couch.

"No, No, I do I just -"

"You want to dance?" he asked interrupting you. You nod not having anything to do and got up from the couch. The two of you make your way to the center of the living room and start dancing to the music playing.

You didn't enjoy this but out of respect you count tell Caleb that. After a few minutes of dancing, you noticed a small patch of brown hair above the crowd in front of you. You knew who it was and you were shocked when you saw him dancing with Liz. He was here the whole time. You thought to yourself.

"What are you looking at?" Caleb asked noticing your gaze to the opposite side of the room.

"I thought I saw someone I know... I'm going to go and find something to drink," you state and pull away from him quickly. You go into the kitchen and lean against a counter. In front of you, there was a table full of alcoholic drinks and just one nonalcoholic drink, Pepsi. You grab a red cup next to you and pour the Pepsi into the cup, sighing as you brought I up to your lips taking a big gulp.

"Having fun?" asked a voice that was too familiar to you now.

"Peter..." you drag out suddenly 'surprised' that he was here in front of you.

"I thought you didn't like parties?" he asked with a smug look on his face.

"I thought you didn't like them either,"

"I don't but Ned does and he didn't have anyone else to go with," he moves in closer to you, standing right beside the counter.

"Sounds about right," you state and take another sip of the drink in your hand. The two of you stay there looking at each other awkwardly until he decided to speak.

"I miss you like crazy," he says moving a hand through his hair. You chuckled.

"I do too Pete, but I can't get back together with you," you see the hurt behind his eyes.

"Why? Is it because I keep missing our dates or... "

"Peter, that's not the only problem. You lied to me and I know you still are. I don't like that. I told you everything there is to know about me and you still haven't told me the real reason why you canceled our dates and showed up to my house with cuts and bruises," you say placing your cup down and crossing your arms over your chest.

"I-I can't tell you (Y/N). I'll be risking your life if I tell you, you scoff and take a step closer to him so he knew you were serious.

"You can tell me, Peter.... you just don't want to. Having you lie to me and then act like you didn't, hurts more than you think,"

"If you felt I wasn't honest, give me another chance and I promise I'll try,"

"I don't know," you lie, you knew exactly what you wanted. You just didn't want to admit it yet.

"I think you know what you want, " he says in a slightly seductive way. You're silent and he takes this as a good sign. "Can we try this again?"

"I'd love to but first, you have to tell me this big secret you're talking about, " he shakes his head.

"I can't, " he states slowly.

"You said you'd be honest. I should have expected you to lie about that, " you grab your cup from the counter and pour out the Pepsi. You eye the table full of alcoholic drinks and grab a tall bottle of Smirnoff Vodka about to pour it into the cup.

"What are you doing?" Peter asks grabbing the bottle in your hand.

"What does it look like I'm doing Peter? I'm drinking," you yank your hand from his and pour the vodka into your cup. You turn around about the leave the kitchen when Peter speaks again.

"I'm Spider-man, " he says and you don't say anything so he continues to speak. "I go on missions with The Avengers which is why I always have to cancel our plans, they need me on these missions. It's the reason I come to your house with bruises and cuts sometimes. I didn't tell you because it will put you in danger and you'd be beyond worried," he moves to stand right behind you.

"I'm only telling you now because I can't afford to lose you again, " you didn't reply, once again. You didn't know to. What if he was still lying? You hated not being able to trust people anymore. You turn around to face him.

"Don't stand there and lie to me Peter, my heart can't take it, " you turn back around and make your way out of the kitchen. Peter stands there not knowing what to do, he thought that you wanted him to confess. He didn't know if you would take him seriously but he had hoped that you would. Now that you didn't, he not only put you in danger but he knew you wouldn't let him get close enough to protect you.