[ text convo between josh and tyler ]
hey man the last two songs you sent me are great. i've been working on adding my drums in
that's good, thanks man.
how are things with you and your barista?
pretty good, i think. but i'm gonna start to distance myself until my feelings slow down so we can just be friends
friends?
yeah
why....?
she doesn't want me like that
how do you know?
it's obvious. i almost kissed her and she rejected me
tyler :/
i'm okay with it, i promise. i like her as a person and she's a great friend to have around and be with.
that won't work out ty
i'm gonna try my darndest.
well, have you guys been hanging out?
yes the last two days
give me deets
haha okay.
friday night she went to a party. long story short i had to go pick her up and she wanted to come over. so she did and we cuddled all night. in the morning, we did.. stuff..
stuff?.......... tyler tell me!
okay so. don't judge me. she was the little spoon and started brushed up against.. my area. then she started to circle her hips into me and i was getting excited. she didn't stop and went faster until... i embarrassingly finished in my pants lol
tyLER OMG SHES INTO YOU
no it was nothing
shut up dude. that's not nothing. did she say anything about it?
well when i went to clean up she left my house but texted me later saying it was hot and she enjoyed my moaning. but also to forget about it and never talk about it again. she said i can still think about it though because "she will be too" ..
wtf?
i know. then yesterday i rented out the zoo, museum of art, and the movie theater so we could do some fun things without a crowd around. i almost kissed her in the museum but she backed away and said "i can't" then told me that we were okay and we could forget it happened too.
i decided i'm okay with being her best friend though
but are you really?
i don't know yet...
you need to tell her how you feel.
i can't lose her. not now
i don't think you will
i will. i know it
maybe you just need a break from hanging out with her?
i was thinking that but as long as i'm a 20 minute drive from where she works every day and 15 minute drive from her house... it'll be hard
come to LA and stay with me for a few days?
really?
yeah man. come whenever, you're always welcome!
i actually am going to take you up on that. we can work on the album. when can i come?
anytime dude!
like, tomorrow? i can buy a plane ticket now.
yes, works for me!
see you then.
thanks josh
of course man
