I'm not fine ~ Randy

Chapter 23

Rye's pov

I must admit I am jealous. I'm jealous of Andy being curled up to Connor. That would be us right now if Connor and Caroline weren't here.

There was something off about the whole thing though. Andy looked so tense just seconds ago and now it looked like he was forcing himself to relax, but why sit with Connor if he made him uncomfortable?

Or at least I assumed it was Connor that made him uncomfortable. I couldn't stop staring at Andy and I must admit I admired his pale legs for a moment or two too.

He was absolutely breathtakingly beautiful and he was so cute trying to fight off the sleepiness that was clear as day in his eyes and on his face.

Eventually, he dozed off and his eyes closed and that was when I turned my head towards Caroline.

"I want an explanation on why Andy was with you" I stated, leaning back on the couch and crossing my arms in front of my chest.

"I saved him from the storm that happened two days ago. He passed out in my neighborhood and I recognized him from a picture Caroline showed me of the band, so I brought him inside. Lucky for him that I found him and not some crazy person that would kidnap and hurt him. I took him inside, changed all of his clothes and laid him in my bed" Connor smirked tauntingly at me when he said he changed Andy's clothes.

That explained the new outfit Andy had on, but what I didn't like was the fact that he had seen my Andy naked. Without permission nonetheless. I knew how strict Andy was at showing his body.

He never walked around the house without a hoodie and pants on. I hadn't seen Andy's body for several months, maybe even a year, before the small glimpse a few days ago.

I missed him walking shirtless around the old flat like the rest of us, not caring about how he looked. I missed him having that beautiful smile imprinted on his face all the time.

"Yeah, by the way, I saw the scars on his wrists so I changed the bandages. I'm going to try and help him stop, give him a distraction or something. He's also unhealthily skinny so I will try to make him gain some weight too"

Oh, shit. The scars. I almost forgot about them. And how skinny he is. Andy didn't even trust his best friends enough to show us that and now a stranger knows. I can't imagine how Andy must feel about that.

"You shouldn't have changed him" I spit out while giving him a harsh glare.

"Well, what was I supposed to do? Let him freeze to death in his soaked clothes?" Connor asks defensively.

"You could have woken him up so he could have changed clothes himself" I harshly say.

"Yeah, but seeing as he fainted, I didn't think that would be the best idea" Connor answers just as harshly.

"Boys, stop arguing and let Connor finish his story" Caroline snaps.
I look at her for a moment before raising my eyebrow towards Connor to say 'go on'.

"Now where was I? Oh yeah. After I changed him I let him sleep in my bed and went downstairs and slept on the couch since it was beginning to get late. The next two days consisted of him half waking up a couple of times looking disoriented and confused before falling asleep again. I don't think he remembers it either poor thing. I was going to call the hospital halfway through the first day, but my phone didn't have coverage. Luckily he woke up early this morning and I was able to get a hold of Caroline and we drove here almost right after breakfast" Connor ended his little speech and looked down at Andy with fondness in his eyes.

I looked at them while trying to process everything Connor had just said. But there was something I didn't understand.

"I have a question to ask if that's okay?" I said furrowing my eyebrows in confusion.

"Sure, go ahead and ask" Connor answered looking up at me.

"When did you have the time to get together? You don't even know each other" I exclaimed.

"What can I say? I guess it was love at first sight. Cause how can you not fall in love with this small, little cupcake? And he must have liked me too because right after breakfast he blurted out that he thinks I'm hot and one thing led to another and suddenly we were together" Connor says smiling down at Andy and kissing his forehead.

I didn't like it. I didn't like watching someone else being intimate with Andy. I could feel myself becoming angry and a little sad, but most of all I yet again got the burning feeling of jealousy.