I'm not fine ~ Randy

Chapter 26

"Are you actually kidding me?! Here we are worrying our asses off trying to find you and in the meantime, you're just out there sleeping around?" Mikey's voice booms out with anger.

Brook and Jack stand behind him a mix of confusion, hurt and anger on their faces. Mikey's face is just full of anger.

Blair walks in behind Brook and Jack with a confused face and when he sees me and Connor on the bed his face turns into a frown, a look of disappointment and anger gracing his features.

I can feel my body beginning to shake and I'm about to splutter out some sentences when another voice stops me.

"He was actually really sick and fainted in my neighborhood during the storm so I took care of him for the last couple of days" Connor speaks up.

If it's possible Mikey looks even angrier, his hands turning into fists at his sides and his jaw clenching.

"You expect me to believe that? Seeing this just explains why Andy has been so distant and so much away lately. He probably went to your house before the storm even started and decided to stay there because he's a selfish little brat who only cares about himself and doesn't give a damn about us" Mikey nearly yells at us.

I can feel tears starting to build up in my eyes for every word that comes out of Mikey's mouth, eventually feeling a tear fall down.

My hands fly up to my ears trying to block out the screaming and the voices. I knew everyone thought I was selfish and a brat, but it still hurt to hear Mikey say it.

I guess I had a little hope that it was just the voice telling me that and they didn't really think of me that way.

They had always told me that they admired how selfless and kind I was and how they looked up to me. I guess they were just lying, like Rye.

"See, it's just like I told you, I've always told you the truth while everyone else has been lying. Do you believe me now?"

The voice was barely a whisper, but it still felt like it talked so loud, screaming in my ear. I believed the voice though, it was the only 'person' that had never lied to me and always told me the truth.

"Good boy, now I want you to listen and do something for me, okay? Can you do that without failing?"

I'll try

"You know that lake by the bench you were sitting at a couple of days ago?"

Uhm, yes?

"Tonight I want you to go there and end it"

Okay