[Complete]Love me and yourself [Shoto Todoroki lemon one-shot book]

Give me more than cuddles

It had been half a year now since the moment that Shoto and Shyla had been together. After their first time together, they never did it since then. It was mainly due to Shoto not wanting to make Shyla uncomfortable around him. Of course he knew that Shyla had become depressed, but why? He had no idea. He didn't know how to get her to be happy again. The depressing mood started up only three months of them being together shortly after he had mentioned the fact that he didn't believe it was a good idea for them to be active with one another so soon. That it was a heat of the moment thing between them, he never wanted things to get so awkward between them. 

Shyla on the other hand tried to hint out why she was depressed but Shoto didn't seem to understand. So she gave up...she figured he didn't really want her and that it was a waste of her time and energy to do something like fall in love with him. Even though it hurt her since she truly did love him, she had for a long while. So she knew she had to figure out how to get him to see what he's done to her so one sunday night she spoke to him. 

"Shoto, I want to warn you that tomorrow I'm going to be leaving in the early morning and will be gone for about two weeks. Every now and then you'll see a friend of mine by the name of Joel who'll check up on you and keep you fed. I can't take you with me so don't even ask. This is a very important trip for the company that I work for that I need to go to and work on." 

His ears went down as he looked at her. "But what about cuddles?"

"Tonight will be the last night for two weeks we'll be able to do that, then you'll have to figure out how to sleep without the cuddles I give you." 

He pouted but nodded his head, that night when they went to bed Shoto cuddled with her and tried to convince her to stay there with him but it didn't end well for him. He couldn't get her to see just how lonely he'd be without her. When he woke up he saw that he was alone but the smell of breakfast was in the air, he got up only to see that there was a plate of food waiting for him as well as a note that she left for him. 

'Goodbye Shoto for two weeks. I'll call when I can. Behave yourself and don't attack Joel.'

His ears went down as he saw that it didn't say anything about her loving him.  Was it just a joke to her?  Was that it? Or was he reading too much into the simple note she left him. He ate the breakfast then did the dishes before he curled up on the couch as he sulked about Shyla not being there. 

He already missed her, he couldn't hug or kiss her for two weeks. That upset him a lot, but didn't complain-he knew she had to work to keep a roof over their heads. It was five hours before the phone that Shyla got Shoto rang. He instantly got it from the counter where it was and answered it as he saw that it was Shyla. 

"Shyla?!"

"Hey Shoto, I wanted to make sure you're okay."

"No I'm not okay, you're not here with me." Shoto said sadly 

Shyla sighed before she spoke. "You'll be okay Shoto. Everything will be okay it's just two weeks."

She then hung up after saying goodbye to him. Shoto sat on the couch as he silently cried, he couldn't believe that he was actually alone for two weeks. It was four days before he saw a raven haired male come into the house as he had a key in his hand. 

"Heya, you must be the neko guy Shy was telling me about. I'm Joel."

"Is she okay?"

"Yeah...she's physically fine."

"I know she's been depressed but I don't know how to make her happy again." Shoto said sadly 

"How about fucking her every now and then? You love her right?" Joel asked as he leaned against the wall. 

"Well...Yeah I do." Shoto said with his ears down 

"Then you need to show it,  The reason she's gone right now on that two week trip isn't only because of her job..it's because being around you is torturing her mentally. She had the choice of going or not and she chose to do so cause you won't man the hell up. She told me that you two had been active with one another months ago. But afterwards you never wanted anything to do with her sexually, to someone like her-that hurts...that's something that really upsets her and makes her feel like she really isn't wanted or loved. If you truly do love her show her that you do."

With that Joel did what he had to do for the boy to survive on his own for the next week and half without Shyla. After he left Shoto realized what he had done to the young woman he lived with, she was depressed because of him. So he made a resolution and he would give her just what she wanted the moment that she came through the door. 

When it was exactly two weeks Shoto kept his eyes on the door like a puppy waiting for his owner only to see Shyla come into the apartment. "Shoto, I'm home."

He got up from the couch and took her coat off of her before he cupped her face and kissed her on the lips. Shyla's eyes widen a bit feeling his lips against hers, but kissed him back as she felt herself being pushed up against the door. Shyla couldn't get a word in as her legs were placed on either side of him after he slipped her panties off of her body. He was rather quick to slip his sweatpants off of him and slip himself inside of her. 

Shyla's eyes widen as she felt him move inside of her, she moaned out as she felt him initially go inside of her. Shoto didn't let her get used to him, he was rather rough with her as he held her rear with both of his hands as his thrusts were hard and fast. He groaned out with each thrust he had made inside of her her as he kissed down to her neck. 

"Shy...Shy damn it you're so tight! I'm getting close Shy."

Shyla couldn't get a word out as she came against him only for him to come inside of her deeply making her whine out as she leaned herself against him. "What the hell was that about Shoto?" Shyla asked tiredly 

"Welcome home...never leave me like that again."

"Not going to happen, it's part of my job Shoto."

"Bull shit, don't lie to me like that. If you want me to fuck you to keep you from being away from me then so be it. I'll do whatever it takes so I can continue to have you beside me." 

Shyla was rather surprised to hear what he said but didn't totally trust his words at all.