feelings

Fallen Angle

Their the devil in decide that want to see you cry, cut, and commit suicide. They are the ones that want to see you break till you have nothing left. They want to win and act like they love you. They want to be the survivor and act like they won. They want to know they won. They want to win. They want you to collapse to the ground. They beat you till you know they win. The act as if they love you then break you. They pretend to love you, like the lie they are. They act like they care about you. They want you to lose your spirt. They love seeing you lose. They Hate you. They never care. They act like the angle. But are they really?

But you are the fallen angle that wants to protect others. You want to help them survive their own curse. You want them to be happy. You let them destroy you till their is nothing left. You want to let them be happy. You want them to know they don't have to suffer. You don't let them see you suffer. You don't let them see your pain. You act like you don't love them. You act like you hate them. But in reality you know you love them. You know you love seeing them happy. You know you would rather see them with someone else that won't hurt them. You know you would see them happy rather then yourself. You would love to see their smile and hear their laugh. You love them being happy. But are you really happy or are you just "fine?"