feelings

You Can't Hide Pain Forever

Even if you think you can hide your pain someone always sees through it no matter what. Even if you hide it behind a smile someone will see through it and see what you feel they will even know. Someone can look into your eyes and see what you feel. They will tell you what you feel and you may say no, but they see it and will get you to talk. You may be able to fake a smile around everyone else, but their is always one person that will see what is wrong. You two might not be the best of friends, but you two use to. You two would tell each other everything that was wrong, you two knew each others secrets and kept them. Even now you two still do. But even at some point you two stop talking because of something that happened in the past. You two start to grow farther and farther apart. Till y'all start to get to where you two don't talk. You get to where you hurt each other, and till one is crying and make yourself feel bad for what you did. One of you start to feel pity for the other, but you just hurt them more without realizing it. You give them a little hope that you can fix that friendship, until you realize you can't. Then you realize after you lose that friend you won't have another friend like that ever again.  You realize that you made the mistake of not trying to help fix that friendship you just made it worse. Then you realize that they start to get better without you around and that they no longer need you in your life.

You can try to smile and make yourself happy. But someone knows when something is up and will confront you when you are sad and will try their est to support you. They will do what they need to do to support you in any thing. They help you out of a problem when they want to help. They even try to get you to talk about what is wrong with you and talk to you.