I break free from his lips and look up at him, "Jake... I understand, tomorrow I'll go back to Clifton with you." I say to him lovingly.
He smiles, sighs, laughs and cups his hands around my face "What would I do without you Tommy? what would I do without you?" He asks sarcastically as he gets up and rubs his eyes. "I'm going to talk to your dad, apologize for what I did."
He leaves the room and I fall back on my heels again as a tear drops from my eye. I'm going to have to tell him about these mysterious messages some time. But when? And will he understand, because he doesn't know about the subject. I decide to watch some TV... To pass the time. When Jake walks back in we cuddle on the sofa and watch some shitty programme like escape to the country. He tells ms that we will live in a house like that one day.
An hour and a half passes and its getting late so I decide to go up to bed as I'm not feeling well. "I'll be up in a minute Tom," Jake blows me a kiss as we walk up the stairs.
I keep thinking of what to do. But all that comes into my mind is Jake talking me he loves me. I get into bed and snuggle with my Teddy's under the covers. Jake has always been there for me since we have been going out, even when we have been apart. Thinking of it now. Thinking of him... I do love him. I want to live with him.
I close my eyes and start to drift off but then my phone, on the bed side table vibrates...
Another message.
