Real Friends Or Ones of Convenience

53.

Harry

Today is now the 3 of Feb and after responding back to Louis I never really expected a reply, since he's cut everyone off from his life now for months. To my surprise however, I woke up to 2 messages from him. I was shocked to say the least as I just don't get why now after so long and all the silence and what he's put Brenda through to say the least. I mean I was there for him when he lost his mom and all, but this was an all time low for him.

I've decided that I'd look at them and decide from there as what I should do, if anything. I'm not thinking for myself anymore, I have my family to think about and consider with any and all actions. I will not put any of them in danger for anything if I can help it.

Here goes I guess.

From Lou: Harry we've been friends for a number of years, I'd never forget your birthday. You're like my brother, the closest to family I have

From Lou: as far as Brenda, I have never stopped loving her. She's the only one to ever complete me and own my heart

After reading his messages, it really had me more confused as to the whole Kayla thing. Not to mention I haven't heard Nevaeh so much as speak of Liam. She had said before he was the only one she had before as a friend that helped her. I can't help but wonder what happened there. I had to ask Lou since he'd said these things, and didn't see a way it could put any of us in danger...

To Lou: if what you say is true, why the whole thing with Kayla to hurt Brenda? Not to mention not speaking to anyone at all? You or Liam

Less than 5 minutes I got a reply

From Lou: Harry, I know it looks bad, but if you ever trusted me, know I did it for the best. I cannot say anything for reasons I can't say. Please understand.

From Lou: as for Liam, it's for him to say, but both Nevaeh and Brenda told him to not speak to or bother them again. I'm hoping one day it can all be cleared up and well, I just hope for the best.

From Lou: on another note though, Liam told me Mel had stopped by the gym a week or so ago and said she was interested in  some fitness and perhaps if possible coffee.

To Lou: I guess time will tell, but Nevaeh may not forgive whatever happened very easily. It had to be something big if she called him her only friend/help for 5 years fb or her to not want contact

I hope he don't think I didn't care, but he was still hiding/keeping something he says he cannot tell. I have a feeling it's big.

I'm ready for this day though. Hoping for the best, no more drama. Just the three, yes three women and three infants and me.

JoJo had a portable bassinet that she asked to just have brought to the house for Briana to sleep in. It was lightweight, yet served the purpose and could easily be moved.

Brenda was looking for a place she liked online. Once she found one she liked, she said she would make an appointment to go look at it. "I'll try not to stay to long" she said.

Nevaeh and I  both told her take as long as she needed.

JoJo had let us know that she had been talking to Brian while he was locked up and he had all intentions on being with her once he was released, and taking care of his baby.

I hope these are not just words because he is behind bars, but actually follows through.

Once Brenda heard of the plans she searched for a place with two bedrooms. One for her then a guest room. She wouldn't need a lot of space if not looking for a place for 3 and a guest room now. It would make the search a bit easier.

The day went by pretty good. We watched a couple movies. Made some sandwiches and soup to eat, it was a light kinda day.

Suddenly amidst the quiet, Brenda looks around and just starts crying.

I said "Brenda, what's wrong?"

She looks at me and says "look" motioning around the room "these precious little gifts, I thought I was on my way to having all this with Lou, but look how that went. When the reunion was getting close, I was so excited, we were planning on announcing to all of you that we were getting engaged. Now look, we're not even together, I have lost everything I dreamed of in a blink of an eye, and don't even know how or why. What  did I do so wrong?"

"Brenda, you did absolutely nothing wrong. I know this and I was there remember? He loved you with everything he has in his heart. I'm going to say, I think there's something we don't know that made him do this and he still does love you. I just don't want to believe he can just stop his feelings just like that" I gave her a hug "maybe one day we will all know, but not today, today let's try to be happy we have our" I motion to our little bit of us "frienship right here"

At the end of the day we all have to make our choices. Sometimes they may hurt the ones we love, even disappoint them. You must always let the ones you love know that you do though, so in the hardest of times they still know it's not to hurt them, but out of love from your side. Some cases may be made from fear, others by reasons unknown or right out hurt and hatred on another's part.

Something I've always tried to remember for my relationship, even though mine and Nevaeh are fairly new. It's important to never go to bed angry or with words of hurt. You never know of how long you may have with that someone. Live, learn, love and forgive. Be happy, healthy and honest with one another.

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Harry is being a good friend to Brenda. Do you think he's going to be friendly again with Louis?

What do you think of JoJo keeping in touch with Brian? Do you think he will be with her upon release?

What do you think Louis can't tell?

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