This is my first story I've started thus far, please bare with me any mistakes that you may read upon.
This is a story of broken friendships,heartbreak, love and so much more. It all start when five friends had planned on a 5 year reunion as they...
I didn't rest the best, yet again. This time for different reasons. I guess I've gotten used to Harry being next to me, and well last night his side of the bed was empty, cold. I know it was my doing but I need time for what...I'm really not sure anymore. I know he wouldn't put our kids in harms way, yet here I am pushing him away for that very thought. Not to mention, letting him wonder if I ever believed in our love. What's wrong with me? This is the very reason I put off answering to being married or having kids. I get so paranoid about things, but with reason. I can't always explain my thoughts out, but I know why I feel the way I do.
Breaking me from my thoughts, my phone went off....
From Li: Can we be friends again? I miss talking with you and seeing you
To Li: I don't think we can, as long as you are going to be with her. I miss what we had too, but it's almost been a year so it'll fade out.
To Li: if it makes it better, I can leave the area from everyone.
From Li: No, don't do that. I don't think it's going to work out between her and I afterall. I want someone that can be honest
From Li: Why would you want to get away from anyone else? Are you ok?
To Li: nothing to worry about. Just my sad story of a life in action once again. I'm just not meant to be happy
From Li: Nevaeh, please don't say or think that. Harry loves you. I love you as a friend and I know Brenda does as well
I just ignored him. I don't feel like talking about how they all supposedly "love" me.
I thought for a moment and decided to message Harry...
To H: shower is free if you wish to use
Not that I'm going anywhere. I'll just talk to him if he decides he wants to come down.
From H: ok thanks baby. I missed you last night 😪 I love you ❤
I didn't respond. Just had all of our children sitting in the bed with me, as we heard him approaching the room. Marcus started to get off the bed, he was excited to see his dad. Troy was now cuddled up to me and Char was reaching for her dad as well. Harry reached down picking up Marcus kissing his cheek. Moving over to Char repeating the action. Saying "I love all of you so much" looking at me "and I missed tucking you in last night" he just looked hurt and sad.
I said "are you going to do it tonight then daddy?"
He looked up, a smile on his face, "I'd love to, with you, mommy"
Marcus and Char started clapping and jumping on the bed, which jostled Troy to join in. It made my heart happy to watch them so happy. I never need to second guess that decision when I see them so happy.
Overall, Harry is a part of that happiness. He makes me the happiest I've ever been. Giving me my biological son that I, at first was terrified of admitting to myself, but now more than happy I have.
"Harry, I'm sorry for yesterday, I love you. You are the reason I'm happier than I've been my entire life. If you'd like to move back down here" I pat the bed "I'd love to have you baby"
"Oh baby, you don't know how happy you have made me this morning" he kissed me on my forehead "I missed you so much, I'll gladly show you....later" he winked
"Oh Harry"
"Yes baby"
"What do you think about going into the big mall today?" I smile at him
He just smiles "what are we getting?"
"Nice try Styles, but uh...our kids are getting bigger and I thought we could get them a few outfits, maybe a Christmas outfit for a family picture maybe"
"Oh...of course baby....but that don't mean I can't pick out an early present in the meantime for 'us' I mean we'll be there and all"
"You are impossible, you know that right?"
"I'm not, I just know what I like, and I know what I want. You can't really blame me for wanting them together baby"
We got around, getting the kids ready. Diaper bag ready with change of clothes for each of them, as well as the essentials.
We finally got on our way. Looking through the baby clothes, trying not to get more than needed, which never works out. We ended up with a trunk full when we were finished. Harry got his way, buying a couple bags I was 'not allowed' to look at just yet. Said "you'll know soon enough" I just shrugged it off.
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By the time we were getting back home, it had been a long day. We had ate when out and the kids were knocked out in the car. We decided to just pull off their little shoes and put them in bed. It was a tiring trip for all of us.
Harry had other ideas however...."baby, do you want to see what I've picked up for both our pleasure?"
"Harry, can we not, tonight? I'm really tired. I love you and all, but can we just cuddle tonight....pleeease?"
"Nevaeh, baby of course. You know I'd never force you into anything. You do know that right?"
"Mmmhmmm"
"I love you" he kissed me
I was out...never even getting changed out of my clothes, I think Harry was as well.
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I'm glad Nevaeh realizes Harry is what has made her the happiest she's ever been.
