Journey of a new beginning ( sequel to Book#1)

chapter 1

I stood there a few more minutes in shock because the person I thought was gone from my  life forever had just showed up. I tried to get the words Dad to come out but they just wouldn't. I had no idea how but I couldn't believe it apart of me wanted to tell him what are you doing here I thought you were dead but also apart of me really want to have him come in so I decided to tell Lucy to have Jessica and Janice watch Kassandra and Allen for me I have to take a few minutes outside alone and if mom asks tell  her I just went a for run to clear my mind and to calm my nerves down I will be back in about half an hour. She okay. I slipped on my sandels then I step outside on the front porch I started down the stairs hoping he would catch my drift as what I was thinking well maybe I should express my feeling else where. So I had marshall take us to park just 10 minutes away from here once we inside the limo. I was trying to think about how to start this not so unexpected conversation between us. But I didn't need to because he had start if for me. Ashlynn I wanted reach out to and your mom but I didn't know how to. As I sat there thinking of what to say next I took a nice big breathe then began why didn't you instead you left me and Mom to believe your had died how could you do that to your wife and daughter. He then explained that he was working undercover case that was top secret and that was to protect us from harms way. I had told him why didn't you even bother to check up mom you do realize mom had decide to move on with her life inorder to deal with pain she was in from losing you. By the have you ever once thought about how not telling Mom would affect your daughter who by the has a steady job working as neonatal surgeon and is as a doctor working the labor and delivery floor and is head of her department and is getting a award from the hospital back in Chicago ,not to mention she gotten engaged to the love her life and found out that she was going to a mother twins and  a girl and a boy, and most definitely didn't expect the love her life to actually die off duty while doing his job and then end having the twins a few hours after the love of her life had just passed away. So never mind how it might affect me. I guess you didn't see how much it really hurt me that you weren't apart of any it those wonderful but sometimes sad moments because deep down I wish you there for all of them so I hope you know that if you want to be apart of your childrens lives you better make things right with mom first otherwise I will not be apart of your life and neither my kids. He looked at me said okay. after a minutes of silence I had marshall take us back to my house.