Poems: Just A Piece Of My Heart

7. Hate That I Love You

Cross my heart
Hope to die
To my lover I'll never lie
Said be true I swear I'll try
In the end it's him and I
- Halsey

I hate you

I'm not even gonna lie I really do

But I love you at the same time

Is that even possible

I hate you and I love you

I hate that I love you

And I love that I hate you

See

My feelings are messed up

But the only person that can help me straighten them out is you.

You're good for me

But you're bad for me at the same time

You're like a drug

My alcohol

You make me high off of you

You make my worries float away

You make me so delirious that I can't even think straight and I don't want to

But like every drug

Your effect on me washes off

And then I begin to wallow in despair as the hangover hits me from every side

But the most annoying part is I never wanna stop being high

Although I dread the inevitable hangover I'll do it all over again

Hoping my high would last longer that the last

But that's just me

I know you don't feel the same way

And that kills me more than not being with you.