Monsta

NINE

santana's point of view

Today was eventful to say the least.

I sip on some hot peppermint tea while looking around the dimly lit house. All the boys are sleep. They barely ate their dinner they were so drained.

"Baby?"

I look up to see a shirtless Changkyun in the doorway. I raise an eyebrow. There hasn't been much communication between him and I ever since that night in his room, so this is surprising.

Changkyun: Why are you up?
Me: Why are you up? You've had a long day and you have an even longer one tomorrow.

He nods while staring into my soul.

Changkyun: Come here.

I feel like an antelope being stalked by a lion. He watches each step I take towards him. Once I'm in arms length he grabs me and pulls me into a hug.

Changkyun: Get some sleep.

He kisses the top of my forehead before walking upstairs to his room.

That was weird.

I rinse out my tea cup, and get ready to head upstairs. A pair of arms wrap around me and I nearly scream until I recognize the sweet mint scent.

He places a light kiss to my neck.

Me: Wonho go to sleep.
Wonho: Come with me.

I shake my head.

Wonho: Why not?
Me: I took a nap with you earlier.
Wonho: I liked it so much I want to do it again.
Me: Nope.
Wonho: I can persuade you.

He lifts me up and puts me on the counter. His lips attack my neck, I moan as he sucks and licks on each part.

Wonho: Quiet baby, wouldn't want to wake the boys up.

He massages my breast through my thin pajama shirt.

Wonho: You like that?

I nod and he squeezes them making me gasp. He takes my hand and puts it on his manhood, it's hard and thick.

Wonho: You see what you do to me babygirl? How do you plan on fixing that so I can sleep?

I kiss him lightly before hopping off the counter. As I slide to the ground I pull his basketball shorts and boxers with me. His dick smacks my face and he laughs.

His laugh is so contagious I start to laugh.

His laugh is cut short once I put his tip in my mouth. He curses under his breath as I take more of him into my mouth. He rocks his hips back and forth fucking my mouth slowly. I start to play with his balls making him moan louder.

Wonho: I'm gonna' cum.

His hot liquid spills into my mouth and I swallow. Spitters are quitters. We adjust our clothes and I smile.

Me: Goodnight.
Wonho: You still don't want to sleep with me?
Me: Go to bed.

He kisses me one last time before leaving.

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The next day was odd. The boys didn't come home for their nap or lunch. I grab my phone and send Shownu a quick text to see if everything is okay.

Hours go by and still no response, it's going on six o'clock now. A yawn escapes my lips as I begin to prepare dinner. Truthfully I could've gave them what I made for lunch but I can save that for tomorrow.

A loud ding is heard from my phone indicating a text message.

Minhyuk: We'll be staying at the building all night practicing. Lock the doors and get some sleep.

My eyes widen.

Poor things, they're probably exhausted. I'll be in the house all night by myself. That makes me anxious. Another message appears.

Shownu: Sorry for the late response. We ate here and we'll also be sleeping here.

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I toss and turn all night but for some odd reason I can't sleep. I glance over at the clock and it's 4am.

I don't like being left with my thoughts, sometimes my mind takes me to some dark places. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about my parents.

I'm pretty sure they're pissed off at me for this choice I made but I promise I won't be in this situation forever.

A tear runs down my face as I remember the smiles and faces of my parents.

I miss them so much.

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currently locked in my room bc there's a big wasp bug thingy flying out in my living room.