Monsta

TWELVE

If God wanted me in the sky he would've put wings on my back. So yes, I'm a shaking screaming mess as Shownu attempts to drag me out the van and into the airport.

Shownu: Planes aren't that bad!
Me: They crash!
Shownu: So do cars!
Me: They go missing!

He lets go of my waist and sighs.

Shownu: You'll be okay San. Kihyun will be sitting right next to you.
Me: Kihyun isn't any help.

Kihyun scoffs.

Changkyun: We don't have time for this.
Me: Exactly, so I'll stay here safe and sound on the ground while you guys go to Japan.
Minhyuk: We need you with us at all times.

I groan, whatever happened to maids and masturbating. An impatient Jooheon walks over to me and sigh.

Jooheon: Changkyun will buy you all the sushi you want when we get there.
Changkyun: I will?
Me: I don't eat sushi.
Jooheon: Well I tried.

All of the boys groan.

Minhyuk: Maybe if we use a tranquilizer dart.
Kihyun: We can't do that!
Changkyun: Nothing in the contract states that we can't tranquilize her.
Jooheon: I agree.
Hyungwon: I know a person, all it takes is one call.
Kihyun: Have you all lost your minds?
Shownu: It's not the worse idea.

I roll my eyes as Wonho approaches.

Wonho: Hi.
Me: Go away.
Wonho: I cried like a baby once.

I eye him weirdly.

Wonho: I yelled for my mom too, heights have always been a big challenge for me. Then I was forced to go bungee jumping.

My eyes widen.

Me: I could never.
Wonho: That's what I use to think. Then I realized heights aren't the thing that scared me.

I raised an eyebrow, confused but intrigued.

Wonho: No one is afraid of heights, they're afraid of falling. Just like no one is afraid of the dark, they're afraid of what's in it.

He gives me a soft smile which makes me smile. He sticks out his hand and I reluctantly take it.

Wonho: Good girl.

My heart begins to race as he places a kiss to my cheek.

The other six boys yell at each other from the top of their lungs. The words "Santana" and "dart" are thrown around a lot.

Me: Guys!

They all look at me with guilty faces.

Me: I'm ready.

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I'm not ready.

Tears stream down my face as the pilot talks over the loud speaker. Kihyun wipes away my tears with a slight chuckle.

Kihyun: You'll be fine.

We get ready for take off and I nearly shit myself. Kihyun squeezes my hand reassuringly.

Kihyun: My first time on a plane was kind of scary too.

He begins the story of his first time and honestly I blank out. I'm too focused on not dying. Me having a window seat doesn't help, Kihyun notices and pulls the shade down.

Kihyun: Here.

He puts one of his ear-buds into my ear and begins to play a song on his phone. The voice is warm and welcoming, my nerves calm down a little.

Before I know it my eyelids are heavy.

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I open my eyes and Kihyun is smiling down at me. I look around and people are leaving the plane, holy shit.

Me: Did I sleep through the whole flight?
Kihyun: Yes ma'am.

The hotel we're staying at is fancier than anything I've ever seen before. Once we arrive to the third floor Shownu pulls out a piece of paper.

Shownu: Room arrangements; Hyungwon and Jooheon, Changkyun and Wonho, Minhyuk and I, Kihyun and Santana.

I glance over at him and smile. Having him as a roommate will be a breeze. Plus that will give me a chance to bond with him. Out of all the boys him and Hyungwon is who I haven't spent the most time with.

When we walk into the room there's one king sized bed, a dresser, tv and a connected jacuzzi along with the bathroom.

Me: This is nice.
Kihyun: Let's unpack so we can get lunch with the others.

I nod but something grabs my attention, something very large.

There's a tent in his sweatpants.

Me: Kihyun?

He hums as he continues to take out his clothes.

Me: Do you need help?
Kihyun: No, I'm okay.
Me: Not with unpacking.

He looks at me with confusion written all over his face. I gesture towards his groin area and he gasps.

Kihyun: I..uh, no.
Me: I don't mind.

What is happening to me?

Kihyun: I'll handle it myself.
Me: You don't have to, that's part of my job.
Kihyun: And that's exactly why I'll handle it myself.

He barges into the bathroom and slams the door, the shower turns on and I sigh.

What was that about?

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this week has been eh, i was excited for this weekend but now im not so sure.

i hope your day is going better than mine 💓.