Monsta

THIRTY-FOUR

santana's point of view

Imagine being dragged out of bed at six in the morning to go to practice, a practice in which you have nothing to do with.

So here I am in the break room making coffee while the boys do what they do. I stretch before sitting at the table.

The payments from Leroy have been coming to a card registered to me. I have plenty more months with the boys before the year is up.

The thought of living them makes me sad, really sad...

Kihyun is someone everyone needs in their life. If you're in trouble he'll help you without a second thought. Just make sure you're ready for the speech that comes after.

Minhyuk will be the reason you're in trouble in the first place. You knew the situation was a bad idea but he's so smooth you'll go along with it. Don't be fooled though, during the shenanigans he'll protect you at any costs.

Shownu is so quiet and barely shows emotion so you'll never know what he's feeling. He'll do small things like cover you with a blanket while you're sleeping, make sure there's enough food left over for you, save you if you're drowning.

Hyungwon is like a hidden gem. He may seem mysterious and cold but he isn't. If you ever need a good shoulder to cry on he's there, he won't question you either. You can rant for a hour and he'll listen that whole hour.

Jooheon can't stand to see anyone he cares about going through hardships. He'll go above and beyond for you without asking for anything in return. He's like your own personal superhero.

Changkyun may seem blunt and sarcastic because he is but that's how he shows he cares. If you beg him to watch some corny movie he will in fact let you know it's corny, but he'll sit next to you the whole time. Any time you laugh he'll smile.

Wonho is warm and inviting, he's shy but friendly at times. He'll defend you to his last breath and do anything to see you smile. Seeing you sad or hurt angers him more than anything in the world.

So tell me how I'm suppose to just leave the only people I love.

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I walk into the practice room, at what some would describe as: the wrong moment. Talee is shouting at the top of her lungs while the boys look at her like she's crazy.

My feet carries me towards her to see what the situation is. Once she sees me she scoffs before rolling her eyes, I pause my movements as she approaches me.

Talee: You!

Me?

Talee: You must've had a good laugh after everything I told you that day hm? Pathetic little me with my crush on Wonho.

I sniff the air before frowning, she's drunk.

Me: What are you talking about?
Talee: I'm talking about you fucking Wonho!

My eyes widen.

Me: I'm not.

I'm fucking Shownu, Wonho, Minhyuk, Kihyun..-

Not now!

Talee: That day you almost drowned I seen how devastated he looked. After the party I thought about, and thought about it.

She stumbles a bit.

Talee: Then when you regained consciousness he looked at you like you were his entire world! I know that look because that's how I look at him!

Her eyes start to water making me sigh.

Me: I understand you're upset but..-

My sentence gets caught in my throat as she smacks me across my face. Without thinking I lunge at her, we both hit the ground and I ignore the pain in my side.

The next thing I know I'm getting pulled off the ground by Shownu.

Shownu: San let her hair go.

I give her one last yank before pushing her head away from me. She goes to charge at me again and Changkyun pushes her away.

Changkyun: Don't you dare touch her.

Talee glares at us before storming out of the room.

Well shit..

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