Monsta

THIRTY

santana's point of view

I stare at myself one last time in the mirror before heading downstairs. Not to toot my own horn or anything but this bathing suit looks pretty damn good on me.

I spent a half hour in the store trying to convince Kihyun that this wouldn't look right on me but he insisted it would.

After a heated quickie in the fitting room I had a change of heart and bought it.

Well, he bought it.

Which brings us to now, the day of this pool party. There's this little voice in my head telling me not to go.

Play sick.

Act like you're exhausted.

Just tell them you don't want to go, Shownu and Changkyun don't want to go either. They'd be happy to stay with you.

A sigh leaves my lips, she invited me. It'd be rude not to show up.

Would it though?

I slide on some black shorts to cover the swim suit bottoms before heading downstairs.

A proud smile appears on Kihyun's face once he sees me. Shownu raises an eyebrow making him look more adorable than he already is.

Shownu: Were there no one pieces at the store?
Kihyun: There were but this looks pretty on her.
Jooheon: I agree.

Jooheon pulls me into a bear hug and I scream once he tightens his grip. Hyungwon walks in and I fight the urge to laugh.

Me: Is that a snorkel?
Jooheon: It's a pool party, not a beach party.

Minhyuk walks in looking just as ridiculous if not more with flippers on his feet.

Hyungwon: Pool? Minhyuk told me it was a beach party.
Minhyuk: I thought it was!
Shownu: Did you two not read the text?
Hyungwon: Not really.
Minhyuk: I scanned it.

We stare at them, Kihyun's eyebrows furrow together as he tries to understand their logic.

Kihyun: Pool, beach. The message wasn't that long it was a sentence at the most so how did you get beach..-
Minhyuk: He's nagging again.

This erupts into an old fashion Tom and Jerry showdown. I chuckle and make my way to the living-room. Changkyun and Wonho pause their conversation once they see me.

Changkyun: You look cute.

I thank him before glancing at Wonho, he's not saying anything. Just staring at me with his adorable shy smile.

The same person who had a role in overstimulating me til' I of fainted is now shy.

The nerve.

The audacity.

Shownu: You guys ready?

No.

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Once we arrive my stomach starts to do backflips. Is it too late to go back home? Out of instinct I grab Hyungwon's hand. He glances down at me but doesn't say anything.

Ever since I was little whenever I felt super nervous in unfamiliar territory I held on to one of my parents' hands.

Talee opens the door and welcomes us in. She looks really pretty today, her red bathing suits compliments her figure well. Her short black hair is pulled into a small bun, showcasing her natural and delicate features.

Her sparkly brown eyes land on Wonho and I glance to see if he's looking at her as well.

He isn't he's looking at Changkyun

Of course.

She leads us to the backyard and my heart hammers in my chest.

Why am I so nervous all of a sudden?

Talee: The food is over there on the table, beer and water in the cooler and snacks on the kitchen counter. Enjoy!

She flashes a smile before jogging over to one of her friends. People eye me with confused and intrigued faces making me even more anxious.

Then it clicks.

I slip my hand out of Hyungwon's before even more people start to talk.

Hyungwon: If you're still nervous you can hold my hand I don't care about them.
Me: Yes but I don't want any unnecessary rumors flying around. I'm okay.

Would it really be a rumor if you are indeed having sex with him?

My mind is louder than it needs to be at times.

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since i am bored and have no life i gave my self some writing projects to do.

im trying to push myself to become a better writer, because let's face it my way of explaining things sometimes is yikessss.

due to whats about to happen in the next chapter (which will be dropping later tonight.) my explaining needs to be on point.

thank you for your love & support 💓