santana's point of view
Talee is pretty cool once you get to know her. We've been sitting at a park for the last hour talking about any and everything.
And yet, no matter how cool she is, and how fun this is my mind keeps flashing back to her face when she asked me about Wonho.
Me: So Wonho?
She blushes lightly.
Me: How long have you had this crush?
My chest tightens a bit but I decide to ignore it.
Talee: A year or so now.
Me: And you still haven't told him?
Talee: It's kind of hard to express your true feelings for an idol, especially when you work for their company.
Fair enough.
The thought of having feelings for someone while constantly being around them but not being able to say anything would drive me insane.
Me: Do you ever plan to?
Talee: Not after what happened a few months ago.
I raise an eyebrow.
Talee: I was at an album release party and so were the boys. Long story short after too many drinks we ended up having sex back at my apartment.
My stomach twists into a knot and my blood runs cold. I sit my boba down next to me in fear of dropping it, she smiles up at the sky while I fight the urge to hit her.
Why do I want to hit her?
Jealousy, yes, but this feels more like rage.
Talee: I woke up before him, when I looked over at his face all the memories from that night came back to me. I got up out the bed first.
That sounds familiar.
Talee: I went downstairs made breakfast and hot tea, I felt like the perfect girlfriend. He came downstairs with a confused look on his face and I smiled at him.
She begins to play with her fingers and sigh.
Talee: He didn't remember the night prior and I never mentioned it. For some reason it broke my heart.
I don't say anything, I just pat her back soothingly.
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I enter the house to hear Minhyuk and Kihyun bickering about something unimportant.
My mind is still replaying the story Talee told me at the park. Did he really not remember? Or did he choose not to remember? Either way that girl is going through it. She may not want to admit but I see it, she's in love with Wonho.
A crush for a year and a half? Never.
I walk into someone and frown, Changkyun looks at me funny before I try to walk around him. He grabs my wrist gently tugging me back.
Changkyun: What's wrong?
Me: Huh?
Changkyun: You're all spaced out and sad.
I force a smile on my face.
Me: I'm not sad!
Changkyun: You're a terrible liar.
Me: I'm not sad I'm just, I don't know.
He pulls me into a hug and a small smile spreads across my face. I feel his soft lips brush against my forehead before I pull away.
My phone buzzes and my smile drops once I see who texted me.
Talee - Btw! I'm having a pool party tomorrow, I'd love for you and the guys to come!
I look up and Changkyun is looking at his phone as well.
Changkyun: Looks like we're partying tomorrow.
Great.
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this has to be the most uneventful saturday ever so far, it's only 11:50am tho so we shall see
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Monsta
Fanfiction"being loved by one person is a beautiful thing, but being loved by seven is something different."
