santana's point of view
About a hour ago Minhyuk busted into my room and demanded I'd have a movie day with him. Before I could even answer he was already dragging me out my room and into his.
A smile spread across my face as I looked at his movie day layout. Pillows and blankets scattered across the floor along with snacks and tissues.
Me: What is the tissue for?
Minhyuk: The fault in our stars.
He gives me the goofiest smile I ever seen and I instantly burst into laughter. About three hours into the movie day we got bored and started asking each other random questions.
Minhyuk: Can I ask you a rather personal question?
Me: Of course.
Minhyuk: Your contract states that you have to stay with us for a year but when that year is up what will you do?
I hum thoughtfully.
In the beginning my goal was quiet simple; focus on the payment, the end result. I'd do anything to get the money necessary to better my life. But after a lot of sleepless nights that goal started to scare me.
It scared me that I'd be willing to do anything for money, it scared me that my life had gotten that far out of my reach.
But being around these seven dorks makes me forget that what I'm doing is an actual job. I don't see it as that anymore, I see it as a complicated situationship.
An enjoyable situationship.
Me: Honestly, I'm not so sure. I take my payment and then move on with my life I guess.
But it's not that simple, it won't be that simple. Minhyuk smiles sadly before nodding.
Minhyuk: You're much more than a pleaser Santana.
He chuckles as I roll my eyes at that stupid name Leroy came up with.
Minhyuk: Having you around is like a breath of fresh air. I'll miss you a lot when you leave.
Me: I'll miss you too.
And that's what scares me the most, I'll miss all of them. I've built a connection with each one of them that is far beyond the sex.
But what will happen to that bond when I leave?
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The guys have off today so we decided to just laze around and watch TV. I sit on Shownu's lap with my feet propped up in Jooheon's lap.
The doorbell rings and everyone looks at me. I roll my eyes and make my way to the door ignoring their childish giggles.
Talee's eyebrow raise when I open the door.
Talee: Uh, hi?
Me: Hi.
Talee: Are the boys here?
I step aside so she can come in. Once we're in the living room I sit next to Jooheon and Shownu pouts. I know he didn't expect me to sit in his lap while she's here.
Wonho: What's up Talee?
Talee: Nothing much, came by to see how you guys were doing.
She eyes me weirdly before looking back at Wonho.
Minhyuk: We're fine, just chillin'.
Talee: I see. Anyways, my brother is having the grand opening to his club tonight and I'd be so happy if you guys came.
They all ponder the thought before nodding.
Talee: Great! See you at ten.
She gives me one last glance before walking out the door. Changkyun sighs before shaking his head.
Changkyun: She could've just sent a text message.
Wonho: Kyunie.
That's true, something tells me she just wanted to see Wonho.
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again i didn't proof read bc it's 4 in the morning and i am sleep deprived trash.
i just want to thank everyone that's going out their way to read this. i know this book seems like it's dragging and there's no real plot but it issss.
i promise.
YOU ARE READING
Monsta
Fanfiction"being loved by one person is a beautiful thing, but being loved by seven is something different."
