Different Sides to Every Story (Sanders sides)

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Y/n's POV

I laid in my bed all curled up with the sheets strewn all over the place. I had both of my arms over my stomach thinking these terrible things.

'You're not good enough'

'You're fat'

'You're so weird'

'You're ugly'

'Thomas just feels bad for you'

I shuttered feeling my stomach growl for the thousandth time today. I heard some more knocks at the door and ignored them. I grabbed whatever sheet was next to me and threw it on top of myself making sure no one saw me.

"Y/n. Come on kiddo. Let's get you out of bed today, okay? Today is going to be a good day" Cherry told me softy coming and sitting on my side of the bed. I shook my head and she sighed.

"We haven't seen you in nearly a week. We're all worried about you. Especially Thomas." Cherry told me rubbing my shoulder.

"I can't let them see me like this" I told her with my voice cracking.

"Of course you can! Come on. Let's get you up and showered while we can talk downstairs. There is some left over's and I'll make you something to drink" Cherry told me. I sighed knowing I couldn't put this off anymore. I silenced the voice in my head and nodded turning over and facing the happy side.

"Okay" I replied throwing the sheet off. Cherry cheered before I got up slowly. I sat on the edge of the bed stretching before trying to stand up. I was so weak that my legs collapsed under myself. Cherry gasped lightly and rushed to come help me up. I had an arm on her as she did for me. She helped me to the bathroom and gave me a fresh set of clothes.

"Holler if you need anything kiddo" She told me and I nodded. She smiled before shutting the door. I let out a deep breathe before setting the clothes down and finally taking a shower. I hopped out, dried off, and threw on my clothes. I was about to exit when I looked at myself in the mirror. My arms were thin, my legs were worse. I looked terrible. I turned to my side looking and my stomach and sighed. I wrapped my arms around my stomach before exiting the bathroom.

I went to my closet and got a different top. I threw on a sweater that hid literally everything. I sighed feeling a little better before leaving the room. I walked down the stairs getting cherry's attention because she gasped loudly. She ran over and pulled me into a hug making me lightly chuckle.

"I knew you could do it kiddo" She whispered into my ear.

"Y/n!" Luna yelled running over next. She pulled me into a big hug like Cherry.

"Hey Luna" I replied in a scratchy voice.

"Sup' sunshine" Noah told me walking over with her hands in her pockets.

"Hey Noah" I told her. She rolled her eyes before giving me a quick hug.

"Nice to see you again" Morgan told me straightening her glass.

"You too Morgan" I replied. She gave me a quick nod before walking away. Patton and Roman gave me a couple of hugs before going back to doing whatever they were doing. Virgil and Logan greeted me and such before going back to what they were doing as well.

"You need any help kiddo?" Cherry asked.

"I think I've regained my strength Cher" I told her.

"Well, alright. Tell me if you need anything. Thomas is waiting for you in the kitchen." She told me patting me on the shoulder. I felt my heart drop into my stomach. I wrapped my arms around me stomach before following Cherry into the kitchen. I felt anxious. I saw Thomas pacing in the kitchen.